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Monday, April 26, 2010

yay #200th post!! but i'm not gonna talk much here lol.

but lets talk about life today. life is actually all about choices. everything you do, everything you learn and speak affects your choices. and of course, no one else have any right to tell you what is right or what is wrong. be true to yourself and life will flow straight. don't lie to anyone, especially yourself. act and live like how you want it, and if people disagree with you, don't feel down. it is your life, your life, your life and your life. if you think it's right, then it's right. there are no wrongs if you believe that your choice is the correct one. of course, people regret their actions all the time, but regret is good. it trains you the next time when the same choice comes up. to say yes or no. what will you do? what will this thing affect me? will it turn out the same way again? lots of questions will occur to you, but what can you do except to believe in yourself? and to believe is to live.

profound huh? but its my way of life. if you hate this kind of talk, get out of here.

memorable 200th post for me!

when i dont feel good, or unhappy, this the right emo song for me!

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It's a long way down
It's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg and thinks he's getting close
For now you let him just this once
Just for now
And just like that - it's over

[Chorus:]
Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard for the belle of the boulevard

In all your silver rings
And all your silken things
That song you softly sing - is keeping you from breaking
It's a long way down
It's a long way
Back here you never loved
You've shaked the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over

[Chorus]

Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

[Chorus x2]

Sunday, April 25, 2010

nearly 2 months ago, someone told me this phrase:"do your part as a sister, as a daughter, and that is sufficient". now i realise, it is correct, and i am now following this golden phrase. help if i can, but if it is not appreciated, dont feel too bad. just be myself, and unless they ask for help again, dont offer again.

also, my auntie told me:" dont make promises that you can't do". i mean, everyone shld know that, but after i heard it, i feel it even more. i did try to do the promises if i promised, but sometimes i hide from it, or escape from it. and then i'll give an example. my fren asked me whether i was free the next day, and i told him yes. he told me that he wanted me to go for his cellgroup event. and i said ok. so i did go, although i hate myself for going but i'm proud of myself for fulfilling my promises. i hate that i go attend the cellgroup cos their religion is something that i don't believe in. i think that my attendence is disrespectful to the religion, cos i dont believe in the religion, and yet i go there to play. i hate myself. and yet the people there told me that its alright and its not disrespectful. i dont understand. my feelings told me that it is damn disrespectful, and i am damn shameless. haiz.

Timbaland Feat. Katy Perry - If We Ever Meet Again

What's somebody like you, doin in a place like this?
Say, did you come alone, or did you bring all your friends?
Say, what's your name, what you drinking
I think I know what you're thinking
Baby what's your sign, tell me yours I'll tell you mine
Say, what's somebody like you doing in a place like this?
(1, 2, 3, 4)

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

Say if we ever meet again

Do you come here much? I swear I've seen your face before (before, yeah)
Hope you don't see me blush, but I can't help but want you more, more
Baby tell me what's your story
I ain't shy, don't you worry
I'm flirtin with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight
So do you come here much, I gotta see your face some more, some more

Cuz baby

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

If we ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (if we ever meet again)

If we ever meet again
I won't let you go away (said if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (say if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
I won't let you go away

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

Saturday, April 24, 2010

u know what? i actually will have a lot of stuff to blog about, and I'll think like this:" oh, i should blog about this thing huh..." and then, i don't. 1 reason being i don't switch on my laptop often now.. probably twice per week, and the other reason being that i don't rmb what i wanna blog about. i think the last two posts were done when i was in the office...? haha anyway this is blog post #197.. and these posts are spanning between nearly 3 years and 5 months? how does time pass so fast anyway? there was this time i read my post #1, and it seems like almost yesterday. i can still totally remember the feelings i had.

oh ya. being so close to my bday alrd, and i alrd know celebrations with the ninjas will be on 2nd May (going to watch IPman 2), also, it is yingli's bday! i wonder when will Yingli and I celebrate our bday with our sec sch gang??
lol, see how la. now got this thread on facebook, which includes Shujun, Yingli, Xueming, Weibin and of course, the great me. we're talking about when to celebrate. i cant wait. lol. and yes! i wont have to work on my bday, cos it is a public hols for the whole company!! except for the shift workers. labour day is on saturday, and therefore they decided to give a gazetted public hol on monday! hahaha how exciting is that?

talking about the company, my dept is very nice to me. everyone there is nice and therefore i wish that they will ask me into the company if possible. of cos, i must be really hardworking now, and i hope the rewards will come thru. if not, i might go overseas to study. but i havent discuss it with my dad. maybe the standard Aust or NZ. haha. see how?

firstly i should introduce my dept interns, cos i might talk about them in this post. haha. i got Betty, a NUS intern, Zhixuan, a "going to NUS aft NS" guy, i got Hong Zhang, my ngee ann "the other intern", and from the Inspection dept, Liu Huan, a PRC NUS intern. they are really nice, and all are older than me. haha. so when i say i feel very old, they will scold me. lol. i am more close with ZX (i feel la) cos he taught me a lot.. and we like to bicker like old ladies! haha.
they like to say that i like someone from the insp dept.. but I DONT! ok?!?! i noticed that guy cos i thought that he look familiar!! and its quite funny. when i was trying to add betty and zx in facebook, i couldnt find them. then when i searched for this guy's name, he is the first one i can find! and of cos, i dont really know him, cos we only got one mutual fren, and that mutual fren is the one who worked at shell as intern a few semester ago! but they accused me of liking him. ergh. i want to trottle them. haha! and now i'm trying to push the gossips to Betty. so mean of me right?? there is someone from project dept who will drive her out of jurong island (not that he's going out to eat or what, just no reason at all!!!), and someone from rotary will talk to her often! and therefore now i'm trying to make her the focus point of this gossips... and of course, its not WORKING! what can i say? engineers are stubborn people. haiz.. and they like to HARP on the subject!

very busy recently, and therefore out of the loop on a lot of stuff.. anyway i think i'll be going taiwan in august, aft my attachment. maybe for 4 or 5 days. depends la. haha. 5 days will be adequate cos i'll only be going ard taipei. gonna see if shujun or liying will wanna go with me. haha. if not, i might go alone! i seriously dont mind =)

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

i was so happy when i finished my huge bomb. in fact, not as much work to do as expected. but now i'm quite bored, with nothing on my hand. the facility siting was finished ytd. all in all, quite happy

but now with my eyelids threatening to glue tgt... ergh...