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Saturday, March 31, 2007

this is the 4th time i'm caught in the rain in 3 straight days.
and today its raining cats and dogs even before i reached the lrt station.
therefore now i'm terribly wet.
looking more like a drowned rat than ytd.
waiting for the heater to heat up before going to bathe, or else it would be a cold water bath.
damnit la, if continuing like that, i'm gonna fall sick.
hope tml dont rain.
hope monday dont rain.
hope next saturday dont rain.
hope next sunday dont rain.

signed up for 1 star kayaking course at kallang le. didi, ryu (his fren) and me got lost ard that area, and went to the water sports club instead. and actually should sign up at the sea sports club. LIKE THERE'S A DIFFERENCE?!?!?! =.= and therefore we got lost finding the sea sports club.

lots of eye candy there. dragon boaters. all fit-zai. all that gruelling training can be seen on their body. *drools* ahahaha joking.

saw daniel from lifesaving with a girl. dunno is it girlfren a not, but doesn't seem intimate leh. maybe he wanna jio her. ahaha. he looks funny in orange =D

*sneeze*

gotta bathe now. bye.

====== rain rain go away, come again another day ======

Friday, March 30, 2007

i think i should do some assessment of myself.

i think i'm impatient.
i think i'm brash.
i think i'm crude.
i think i'm anti-social.
i think i'm observant.
i think i'm emotional.
i think i'm bad-tempered.
i think i'm understanding.
i think i'm fat (actually i know i am)
i think i'm sometimes without a sense of humour.
i think i'm fun-loving.
i think i'm stubborn.
i think i'm sarcastic sometimes.
i think i'm sadistic.
i think i'm intelligent.
i think i'm sometimes quite competitive.
i think i'm boring.
i think i'm violent.
i think i'm crazy sometimes.
i think i'm peace-loving.

i dunno whether have i contradicted myself in these few points. maybe.

now watching "the secrets of turtle tomb" ; animal planet. omg lor. talking about sipadan's turtle tomb. =D muahaha love it.

====== i love animals! especially turtles =D ======

everytime i take the mrt, i feel heart break.

cos my ez-link card is a money-eating super high expenses monster.

its adult fare.

worse of all, i'm broke. luckily, in 2 days time, its my payday(~allowance~)

but i think i'll receive my pay on 2nd apr, cos my dad is out of country till 1st.

dunno got payrise a not. starting poly le.

adult fare sucks.

and been travelling lately to swim.

all these equal to..

ouchies for my pocket.

==== maybe u're the light at the end of MY tunnel, but i'm not YOUR light at the end of ur tunnel ====

i initially thought that this week would be a slacking week. now i realise actually its not. been going to swim for the past 4 days.. tues, weds, thurs and today. wonder if there's swimming tml.

the rain's horrible la.. just now walked out of the swimming complex, then it was drizzling. then i stepped on a metal grill, and slipped. slipped in a weird position, and strained my left ankle a bit. now its ok le. luckily.

took mrt back home, and transferred to the lrt station. when walked out of the lrt station, it wasn't raining. after crossing the road, it started to rain. in torrents. it blew up very fast la. and although after crossing another road, i reach the condo, i was already drenched. then worse of all, the rain was cold and so was the wind. just by walking at a brisk pace to the block (cos i dont wanna slip and fall.. was wearing my slippers)(and the block is near the gate la!!!), i was dripping water from my hair and looking like a drowned rat. as much as a rat can look drowned.

so in a day, i was drenched twice. how suay can that be? now sniffing periodically.

found out that lightning strikes near my house.. and it strikes low. just now it striked damn near the fire station. scary.

====== being a frog is easy. being a butterfly is hard. look at my swimming and u'll know ======

Thursday, March 29, 2007

this morning ah, alarm sounded at 6.30... then after switching off alarm, went to slp for 10 more mins. haha. tiring lor.. do u know what is it to feel like to wake up at 6.30 to go to such a far swimming complex to swim??? far as in YCK... haha

morning called almost everyone (except hongxiang, cos he told me that he wake up alrd).. then vivien's phone on silent, bryan took like 1 min+ to ans the phone... haha and the ah pek (bryan) got morning call, still in the end very late lor. haha.

damnit la, bryan like to catch my "as in"... now i'm "as in" queen la. nobody noticed it until he pointed out. cos its so damn conversational. =.=

eh did lots of plunging, then took timing. we all passed =D but that was not including the time to take out the clothing. haha. seriously i hope i pass the timing on sunday la.

tml got swimming again. at my hse here. vivien cfm liao. hongxiang considering? bryan see first. lol. come la. can use clothing

eh juz now the ah pek huh, took same side as vivien and me. then he said he was going to jurong east. then when we were reaching woodlands, he "shit la".. then say he was supposed to go to toa payoh. LOL! dementia liao la... he self admit 1.. =x

this is hongxiang doing sideways ballet (tilt ur head to the left to see) =x nice huh?

this is vivien. to quote from her before entering the water, "I'm GONNA FLY!!!"

vivien is doing a stunt which consists of super thin wires that enables her to hang on for a period of time above water. pls call 1900-911-9999 ($50) to support the lifesaving charity fund.

sorry to all victims above.., all comments are self-commented. this is purely for the entertainment of others. thank you. ------copyrighted 2007

====== its always so fun ======

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

eh tml have private group lifesaving training. lol sounds nice? actually nth much. its just that a few of us going swimming tml without the instructor. =D

now vivien bargaining with hongxiang where to go for the training, and what time. lol.
so funny. now going to divert from topic liao lor.. hahaha

now they (actually is vivien) say wanna go yio chu kang tml morning. LOL cant wake up la!!

now calling bryan. he not listening to his phone. hahahaha. old ppl slp very early 1. =x
haha he's talking on the phone with his GF! no wonder... hahahaha =x then he reply hongxiang's sms by emailing him...

ahahaha so funny =D

btw, i think i have dementia liao. in chinese, is lao ren chi dai zhen. dont ask me why i think i have. and only i can say i got dementia.. dont let me catch u saying that i have dementia. or else i may really go demented. wahahaha.

====== life's full of coincidences, but sometimes its planned ======

today have swimming. 6.45. joseph always last min.

juz now went to NP with yingli. haha. after collecting she went to meet jun at JEC, but cos jun wanna go back css. since i dont wanna go back to css, i didn go jec lor. then i took 184 to bukit panjang plaza to walk walk. anyway have to explore the buses from NP right.. haha

saw kimberly while i was about to leave. i was surprised by her la.. cos i didn notice.. haha and was eating something. then almost choked =.=! haha

then came home, and slept and read storybooks.. woke up not long ago.. =.= tired

====== the rain and they sky may fall in love, but separation will come soon ======

will be going so long without swimming.
feel a bit lost =x

ltr going to NP.
needa go bathe soon.
but i wanna sleep...

muz rmb to send in the other enrolment forms for NP. .
eh ttk say he also in mass com. my class so many ppl mass com!?!
ttk, shunda, reuben, cedric, cheryl, clara, michelle.. i think still got 1 more.. dont rmb le
eh jun, all these will be ur faculty mates leh =)

=.= morning wake up sibeh groggy
wanna go back to my bed!
how come i set the alarm so early? lol

====== i'm one ugly butterfly who's fluttering with those pretty ones around u ======

i wan watch hearty paws!! someone watch with me!!

oh ya, bring lots of tissue =x

anyone wanna watch with me?? hehe

====== i'm easily touched, but i'm strong ======

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

today swimming did the full test. haiz need to improve my timing a lot.. haha not fast enough... although i think my stamina still "mian qiang" ok la. not very tired after all that. lol juz now swim there to save minghan, (minghan's my partner) then i asked him to "turn back". by right, he shld turn back and push himself towards me. then he turned back. and stood there. i almost fainted on the spot. hahaha. luckily he light.. tow him only over the timing by 5 secs... how i wish i can tow wendy.. (another girl.. super light) hahaha she damn light la... =D with her, my timing is like less than 3 mins. lol.

joseph (instructor) wans me to go BM test on 2nd, to be yani's victim (a malay girl). not yet confirmed. how to go yio chu kang swimming complex huh? lol. eh but i go BM test on 2nd, then is it that i also do the test on 2nd? or i do on 7th? and i nv tow yani before!! bryan tow me and say that i'm heavy. =.=! yani tow me, she wanna fail meh? lol =x

i seriously think i improved a lot, as compared to like before 10th mar or 11th mar. but i still cant be sure.

then yani and hx left at ard 7.30, then have johnathan, minghan, calvin and me left. haha bryan was late la. but cannot blame, cos he had to work.

joseph was impatiently teaching minghan a lot juz now. lol. so sad for minghan..

after joseph left, bryan was so anxious about his strokes la (cos joseph say he slow).. haha esp his freestyle. i think his strokes are ok la, but his stamina have to improve =D jiayou!

i was so honoured by johnathan and minghan who waited for me to come out of the toilet. thanks! haha then we walked to the 7-11 at the mrt station. johnathan wanted to eat and drink. he ate a dunno what (actually is omelette with noodles), then drank slurpee. minghan didn drink or eat anything. i took 2 bottles of green tea.. eh JUN!! i'm still as much the green tea freak as i was in sec sch during exam time!!! wahahaha

then minghan and me left to board the train back home! well, he lives in lakeside. =) he's also going NP. NP mech engineering. haha actually dunno if he's going a not, but he say he is.

tml going NP with yingli to take her lappie! she's so happy. GRATS~ =x haha

next swimming lesson on sunday, 3-6pm.

oh ya, the carrot cake... next time ba!~ XD

oh ya again, i changed my jukebox's song. cos got some songs cannot be played. now we have tank and S.H.E's songs!

=== i have a thousand masks, therefore there is only a 0.1% chance to see my true face each time ===

today woke up and was shocked. my mum bought a laptop for my didi. =.=" she no money liao still anyhow spend...zzz its the compaq V3000. the laptop which i wanted to get.. cos its pretty. she say she bought it cos her hse's comp spoil that time, then if didi go her hse cant play.. so she got the laptop =.=!

for peeps who dont know, my dad and mum are divorced. i'm not afraid to admit la. seriously, it doesn't affect me now. but then now hor, my mum likes to buy things for us. and its like she have to work to feed herself.. =.= then still buy so many things..

haiz. *shake head*

====== life's difficult. seriously. ======

Monday, March 26, 2007

went to eat with liying juz now... haha at sakae eat sushi... she eat more than me la... she eat 6 plates with 1 chawanmushi. i eat 3 plates and 1 chawanmushi lor. hahaha

we chatted a lot lor. about recent events. haha. then at sakae hor, found out that her sec 3 maths teacher was sitting behind us la. then he say we talked very loudly. haha so paiseh.

found out that my wallet de coin there have 1 big hole. damn sian. no wonder sometimes coin will drop out.

not going redang le. ah song's frens cant get leave. sadded.

they pass their CPR exam le!! haha bryan wans a $4 carrot cake. =D greedy lor hahhaa. tml treat u okay?? hahaha... hongxiang, what u wan? also carrot cake? lol or u wanna share with bryan?? haha anyway, so glad for them la... my CPR exam i was also quite anxious.. + the examiner only aim me.. sibeh sian 1.

muz rmb to write testi for big eugene. ltr go write. hahaha.. write liao ^^

eh stupid bryan.. help him revise CPR then he reply back "You are mad lah. Sure pass leh".. wah lao dunno is who ytd keep on asking me these qns lor. =.=
wahaha i think its my revision which passed him. lol =x

tml have swimming at 6. my life seems to be revolving around swimming/lifesaving lately.. not that i'm complaining.. much ~

sometimes i'm angry, but i cant show it out. so sad. it restricts me. and there's always no one there to listen...

====== smiling on the outside, crying in the inside ======

juz now after swimming went to eat with hongxiang, johnathan, bryan, ya jun (2nd place) at the marketplace there. then we sat down and chat super long lor. hahhaa wah lao my fried fish mee fen sibeh long then come. when the noodles came, the guys all eat or going to eat finish le lor. actually only bryan haven finish. then johnathan and hongxiang went to buy ice kachang and bor bor cha cha respectively. then after they came back, bryan went to buy bor bor cha cha for himself and 2nd place. haha.

we chatted very long lor. bryan is actually 27!! well he look young =.= so li hai bao yang. i wanna faint la. i thought he only early twenties. he's the kor kor in the grp!! hahaha KOR~~ lol

actually i think we shld eat together more often. its nice.

remind me to charge up my cam. lol.

eh hongxiang, tml then read harry la. =) i know harry's addictive. book 7!! harry potter and the deadly hollows.... coming out on 21th july. harry's bday, jk rowling's bday too..! ahahaa

oh ya, add in. jiayou for CPR!!!!!!!!! i treat those (kelvin and the malay girl not really included, cos i dont really know them lol paiseh)(that means only have hx and bryan left haha) who pass CPR to lunch/dinner at the market!! hahaha so lousy de bribe =D lax la, easy to pass 1... dont over stress urself can liao..!!

juz now after dinner went to watch "a pursuit for happyness". its really like what hongxiang say la, no climax or whatsoever. its draggy la.. but it shows that humans can adapt when situations happen. its really hard to adapt to a situation when u dont have money, ur business is a failure, u compete really hard for a job... et cetera...

reached home at like 12 going 1. sleepy now. contacts still haven take out. write testi for ppl... talk on msn, try to transfer my mp3 songs to my laptop (and failing utterly) (next time then try to use HDD to transfer)... stupid sista (gj) ask me to listen to 98.7 and tell him what song it is.... he think i got powerful ears... lol... haha this kind of things make me cannot go to slp yet... and oh ya, blogging. hahhaa. i'm addicted to blogging liao lor. =D

eating dinner with liying tml. lets bet where she wanna go... i bet... PASTAMANIA. lol. tml then i see where she going. dunno yet.

remind vivien to reply me about the Redang trip.

hp battery is low.

charging ipod now.

another add in. brought a mousepad ytd. so cute lor. doggie!!

today been thinking a lot. thinking too much actually. thinking about if i die, like not much ppl will grief. cos i dont really think i have been a exceptional fren to anyone. i think till i felt a bit depressed. really a bit. a bit only.

====== maybe i can only stand behind you, but never beside you ======

Sunday, March 25, 2007

these are 10 hopes of mine. from order of time :

hope whatever thing that's bothering me will stop bothering me.

tml hongxiang, bryan, calvin, and a malay girl (dunno whats her name..ya sth 1 or sth..) having CPR exam! hope they pass =D

hope to have lunch with liying tml lol. if no swimming. we're gossip mongers! ahahaha

hope that i pass my BM test.

hope to go Redang with ah song (cousin) to dive.

hope that the LSCT camp will be fun.

hope that i get into my "desired" cca.

hope that my birthday come quickly, so can get present.

hope that can change a new phone.

hope that everyone is happy. =)

====== hopes are important, but sometimes, hope must be suppressed ======

Saturday, March 24, 2007

ahaha today went swimming again. b4 swimming, hong xiang, big eugene, small eugene and me went to tiong bahru to watch "mr bean's holiday". ahahaha some parts are really funny. it's still as funny as previous episodes. small eugene and me reach first, cos we are on the same train. then big eugene reach next. then hong xiang reach at like 2.15. hahaha. big eugene today order me ard lor. ask me go supermarket buy jolly shandy for her. then keep on hitting me.

then small eugene not going swimming. dunno why. maybe cos at night he also going watch another movie, stomp your yard.. or is it stomp our yard...? or is it stomp the yard? ahaha stomp the yard la. small eugene very popular among gals huh? ltr gonna visit his friendster. ahahaha. omg small eugene have 950 testimonials! *faint* oh nvm got 929 is flooded by the same person. so =.=! 929 flooded lor. accept also accept till faint. i will only accept some only lor.

we walked from tiong bahru plaza to delta swimming pool. actually its really near la. when we reach the swimming pool ah, then big eugene de mom is there. hong xiang and me, we were shocked la. then like "die liao. ltr eugene go home tio kan. then since we older, then maybe she will think that is we bring him out 1. holy shit lor".

in the end we swam till 7.30 la. today still hai hao. but i think i very blur, or gonna get lao ren chi dai zhen alrd lor. i forgot to bring my towel again. hahaha

then juz now went to vivo to eat lei cha (thunder tea rice =x direct translate) with my dad, and siblings. then da jie and her bf wanted to watch "a pursuit for happyness", cos they haven see. initially decide to watch le lor. but then discovered that that movie was sold out. =.=! then we went holland V there. walk walk, drink kopi... etc.

dunno tml can swim a not. thing's coming. 3.00pm tml.

====== i yearn to make myself known to you ======

Friday, March 23, 2007

i always thought that i'm quite fearless.

someone scared me. this is the 2nd time when someone scared me in the same way.

====== may god bless me to go thru this situation and come out intact ======

juz now swimming. swim swim swim. swim swim swim swim swim. today i nv become victim lor, unless u mean the being pushed 1. hard to explain what is it la. the victim lie flat, floating while holding a board, then the lifesaver push the board. not from the side. from between the victim's legs. =.= obscene.

then did sprinting, did lifesaving kick.. dying now.

then it started to rain. heavily. lightning. etc.

then since everyone leaves when it starts to rain, and lots of ladies bathe super slow, the toilet is CHOCKED. chocked full. so i didn bathe. i dried myself then went out of the stupid toilet. 15 cubicles and its FULL =.= and there are people waiting.

then uncle joseph lee (instructor) drove us (hongxiang, small eugene, me) to their house (different hse but near each other) and me, to the MRT. cos its was raining. big eugene waited for uncle louis lee (they are brothers) to drive him home.

i smell like chlorinated water lor. actually i smell like the swimming pool.
*note, present tense* (my sis bathing now. she bathe damn long.)
not nice at all.

====== i wont risk it ======

went to NP juz now to hand in the FOC (Freshman Orientation Camp) form.. ahaha saw cedric, reuben and weibin... cedric and reuben both in mass comm... lol shunda also in mass comm... they super sian.. they ask me in what course, then i say CBE. they wished me good luck cos shafiq also in CBE. i super sian diao la... i wish myself good luck too.

then all of us, shujun shiquan yingli me, we went to see the sports complex. i wanna join wakeboarding! shujun wan join archery. shiquan wan join tennis =.=! yingli nv say leh.

later have swimming. 5.30.

====== u fill me completely, heart and mind ======

Thursday, March 22, 2007

ytd went kbox with shujun and yingli. k lunch! b4 that we saw ming and janani at mac.. they going to ice skate.. hahaha janani also in np biomed! ming in sp biomed! hahaha they 2 so cute!

anyway, we sang till yingli was croaking, cos of my fav song. =D "dui ni you gan zue" by jiang mei qi and guang liang. there was nothing special about the lunch, its acceptable only la. vietnamese fish. well, the seaweed was nice. "hai dai~ ah hai dai~"
paiseh to the kbox guy, cos he kept asked us to last song, then we keep on "lasting song" then he damn paiseh to walk in again, then i was making apology gestures to him. =D the last song we sang was mayday's "wo you chu lian le"!! so cute..!!!

we travelled to paya lebar, then on the way hor, got these 2 guys de phone kept on ringing and having the same ringtone. then yingli super pissed, and i was laughing like hell... cos thats YINGLI'S FAV SONG! it was damn funny lor. chao ge's "liang zhi lian ren"

actually the ride to paya lebar only takes 34 mins, so its actually quite fast. ahahaha then we went shopping. shan't bore u with the minor shopping details. then we went to eat.. shujun on diet. nv eat anything ahahaha oh ya i haven said how we looked right? i look damn casual, yingli was her normal self... then shujun was looking very KU NIANG! so ladylikelish. ahahahaha anyway we walked to city plaza to continue to shop, cos shujun finding t-shirts / tops. then so ma fan la. she dun wanna try =D still we BEGGED her to. actually not begged la, but we said until it makes total sense. wahahaha.

anyway, we completed our shopping spree. these are our "zhan li ping"'s list :

shujun topped the list with :

4 pants & jeans
3 shirts?

me in next :

4 tops

yingli last :

1 jeans, 1 skirt

anyway then they took the mrt home. then i went to meet liying to have a drink or 2, or 3..

ytd i drank a screwdriver, a brain hemorrage and a multiple screaming orgasm. the names so damn cute la.

liying drank a screwdriver, a cosmopolitian, a arizonia cooler, and a lychee martini.
and she owe me 30 bucks.

wahahha then slept very well, but when i woke up, felt very groggy.. no headache la, juz plain groggyness, and i slept till very late.

====== u take up 4 chambers and 2 sides of me ======

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

cant wait till i see ** again. miss ** a lot.

damn i become "hua chi" liao.

anyway, just let me be "hua chi" till i happy, cos not much time to "hua chi" anymore..

====== *gonna miss him* ======

i think i have short term memory. NOT STM Loss hor. but juz STM. i cant rmb where have mailbox near my hse. omg lor. make me walk very far.. from lot 1 walk to keat hong market, then to my old PAP (blk 295) then walk till i found the mailbox. then walk back to keat hong market and then went home. far enough la.

i think life's very complicated. a lot of things happen.

to entertain or because of interest? to quote myself and others, "good things come to an end", so must firstly be pessimistic. not good to be optimistic about this thing. haiz. how i wish i could be optimistic. but my self confidence is not high enough to even think about it.

an sms a day makes me happy, and makes me think. esp when its a not important information which is not needed to convey.

Monday, March 19, 2007

notes :

gotta go lot 1 take photo for the form E (done)
gotta buy glue to paste the photo (done)
gotta update my bankbook (done)
gotta mail form E (done)
swimming at 7pm tml
rmb to remind vien (done)
remind my sis to write cheque (done)
photocopy (or scan and print) the bankbook
going to K on weds with SJ & YL
rmb to enrol
check letterbox

not in any order.. ahahaha maybe i shld do items 1,2,3,4,6,7,8,11 today. so busy =x

Sunday, March 18, 2007

this is the first post which i wrote while using my laptop. wahahaha =D so happy

and i'm in macdonalds now with yingli and shujun and i'm here, blogging after eating ice cream. so high now.

i discovered that actually mac's wireless isnt very good. thought it was. will connect and disconnect de. library's wireless also like that.

battery gonna run out. lol about 30 mins left on powersaver mode.

today is a happy day for me. very happy day. and its just because of a few words someone said. but good things come to an end one day. and for me, my good thing is going to end very soon. in maybe a month or something. dread the day.

shujun and yingli opposite me, watching some comic and eating mcflurry. haiz.. sch will be starting soon. for us poly students, sch shld be fun la.

went swimming today again, and met up with shujun and yingli juz now. jun's macbook with casing is nice. ahahaha red is such a sexy colour. wahaha. i hate the tables in mac. so rocky de. lol they 2 are so engrossed in the comic. =D

yingli is cooperative in candid pictures =D shujun either heck care or didn't see. hahahaha..

Saturday, March 17, 2007

the blog recovered! back in working condition.. hopefully i dont delete it the next time!

thanks yinlin for helping me to fix the blog! u spent less than 5 mins!! =p

mahjong and bridge is fun.. and now i know how to play! ahahaha

received the enrolment package from NP alrd. muz rmb to enrol ah!! and mail the things..

going to RP's guitar concert tonight.

i think i gone crazy lately over.. forget it..

been swimming for the past 6 days, and today's the first day i'm not swimming.

black like dunno what now.. and tml got swimming in the morning... again!

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

ok decide liao. staying in chem engineering.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

to understand life, u will need :

1 spoonful of tears
1 cup of bitterness
1 bowl of loneliness
1 plateful of regrets

toss them together and eat it cold.

i got into NP Chemical & biomolecular engineering! =p haha not bad la.. nth much to grudge about, but i wont have minded vet tech. ^^ i think i'm gonna get a laptop le!

Monday, March 05, 2007