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2010-04-26T23:47:00.004+08:00

yay #200th post!! but i'm not gonna talk much here lol.

but lets talk about life today. life is actually all about choices. everything you do, everything you learn and speak affects your choices. and of course, no one else have any right to tell you what is right or what is wrong. be true to yourself and life will flow straight. don't lie to anyone, especially yourself. act and live like how you want it, and if people disagree with you, don't feel down. it is your life, your life, your life and your life. if you think it's right, then it's right. there are no wrongs if you believe that your choice is the correct one. of course, people regret their actions all the time, but regret is good. it trains you the next time when the same choice comes up. to say yes or no. what will you do? what will this thing affect me? will it turn out the same way again? lots of questions will occur to you, but what can you do except to believe in yourself? and to believe is to live.

profound huh? but its my way of life. if you hate this kind of talk, get out of here.

memorable 200th post for me!

when i dont feel good, or unhappy, this the right emo song for me!

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It's a long way down
It's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg and thinks he's getting close
For now you let him just this once
Just for now
And just like that - it's over

[Chorus:]
Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard for the belle of the boulevard

In all your silver rings
And all your silken things
That song you softly sing - is keeping you from breaking
It's a long way down
It's a long way
Back here you never loved
You've shaked the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over

[Chorus]

Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

[Chorus x2]

2010-04-25T22:22:00.003+08:00

nearly 2 months ago, someone told me this phrase:"do your part as a sister, as a daughter, and that is sufficient". now i realise, it is correct, and i am now following this golden phrase. help if i can, but if it is not appreciated, dont feel too bad. just be myself, and unless they ask for help again, dont offer again.

also, my auntie told me:" dont make promises that you can't do". i mean, everyone shld know that, but after i heard it, i feel it even more. i did try to do the promises if i promised, but sometimes i hide from it, or escape from it. and then i'll give an example. my fren asked me whether i was free the next day, and i told him yes. he told me that he wanted me to go for his cellgroup event. and i said ok. so i did go, although i hate myself for going but i'm proud of myself for fulfilling my promises. i hate that i go attend the cellgroup cos their religion is something that i don't believe in. i think that my attendence is disrespectful to the religion, cos i dont believe in the religion, and yet i go there to play. i hate myself. and yet the people there told me that its alright and its not disrespectful. i dont understand. my feelings told me that it is damn disrespectful, and i am damn shameless. haiz.

Timbaland Feat. Katy Perry - If We Ever Meet Again

What's somebody like you, doin in a place like this?
Say, did you come alone, or did you bring all your friends?
Say, what's your name, what you drinking
I think I know what you're thinking
Baby what's your sign, tell me yours I'll tell you mine
Say, what's somebody like you doing in a place like this?
(1, 2, 3, 4)

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

Say if we ever meet again

Do you come here much? I swear I've seen your face before (before, yeah)
Hope you don't see me blush, but I can't help but want you more, more
Baby tell me what's your story
I ain't shy, don't you worry
I'm flirtin with my eyes, wanna leave with you tonight
So do you come here much, I gotta see your face some more, some more

Cuz baby

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

If we ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (if we ever meet again)

If we ever meet again
I won't let you go away (said if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
I'll have so much more to say (say if we ever meet again)

If we ever ever meet again
I won't let you go away

CHORUS:
I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again
Won't let you get away - said if we ever meet again
This free fall's, got me so
Kiss me all night, don't ever let me go
I'll never be the same
If we ever meet again

2010-04-24T21:42:00.003+08:00

u know what? i actually will have a lot of stuff to blog about, and I'll think like this:" oh, i should blog about this thing huh..." and then, i don't. 1 reason being i don't switch on my laptop often now.. probably twice per week, and the other reason being that i don't rmb what i wanna blog about. i think the last two posts were done when i was in the office...? haha anyway this is blog post #197.. and these posts are spanning between nearly 3 years and 5 months? how does time pass so fast anyway? there was this time i read my post #1, and it seems like almost yesterday. i can still totally remember the feelings i had.

oh ya. being so close to my bday alrd, and i alrd know celebrations with the ninjas will be on 2nd May (going to watch IPman 2), also, it is yingli's bday! i wonder when will Yingli and I celebrate our bday with our sec sch gang??
lol, see how la. now got this thread on facebook, which includes Shujun, Yingli, Xueming, Weibin and of course, the great me. we're talking about when to celebrate. i cant wait. lol. and yes! i wont have to work on my bday, cos it is a public hols for the whole company!! except for the shift workers. labour day is on saturday, and therefore they decided to give a gazetted public hol on monday! hahaha how exciting is that?

talking about the company, my dept is very nice to me. everyone there is nice and therefore i wish that they will ask me into the company if possible. of cos, i must be really hardworking now, and i hope the rewards will come thru. if not, i might go overseas to study. but i havent discuss it with my dad. maybe the standard Aust or NZ. haha. see how?

firstly i should introduce my dept interns, cos i might talk about them in this post. haha. i got Betty, a NUS intern, Zhixuan, a "going to NUS aft NS" guy, i got Hong Zhang, my ngee ann "the other intern", and from the Inspection dept, Liu Huan, a PRC NUS intern. they are really nice, and all are older than me. haha. so when i say i feel very old, they will scold me. lol. i am more close with ZX (i feel la) cos he taught me a lot.. and we like to bicker like old ladies! haha.
they like to say that i like someone from the insp dept.. but I DONT! ok?!?! i noticed that guy cos i thought that he look familiar!! and its quite funny. when i was trying to add betty and zx in facebook, i couldnt find them. then when i searched for this guy's name, he is the first one i can find! and of cos, i dont really know him, cos we only got one mutual fren, and that mutual fren is the one who worked at shell as intern a few semester ago! but they accused me of liking him. ergh. i want to trottle them. haha! and now i'm trying to push the gossips to Betty. so mean of me right?? there is someone from project dept who will drive her out of jurong island (not that he's going out to eat or what, just no reason at all!!!), and someone from rotary will talk to her often! and therefore now i'm trying to make her the focus point of this gossips... and of course, its not WORKING! what can i say? engineers are stubborn people. haiz.. and they like to HARP on the subject!

very busy recently, and therefore out of the loop on a lot of stuff.. anyway i think i'll be going taiwan in august, aft my attachment. maybe for 4 or 5 days. depends la. haha. 5 days will be adequate cos i'll only be going ard taipei. gonna see if shujun or liying will wanna go with me. haha. if not, i might go alone! i seriously dont mind =)

2010-04-14T14:03:00.002+08:00

i was so happy when i finished my huge bomb. in fact, not as much work to do as expected. but now i'm quite bored, with nothing on my hand. the facility siting was finished ytd. all in all, quite happy

but now with my eyelids threatening to glue tgt... ergh...

2010-03-26T20:44:00.000+08:00

(Sean)
Eenie meenie miney mo
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go

She's indecisive
She can't decide
She keeps on lookin
From left to right

Girl, cmon get closer
Look in my eyes
Searchin is so wrong
I'm Mr Right

You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after this song
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Don't leave me out here dancin alone

You can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time
I'm not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Justin)
Let me show you what you're missin
Paradise
With me you're winning girl
You don't have to roll the dice
Tell me what you're really here for
Them other guys?
I can see right through ya

You seem like the type
To love em and leave em
And disappear right after the song
So give me the night
To show you, hold you
Don't leave me out here dancin alone

Can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time
Not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Cause shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova

(Sean)
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (if, if, if she holla) let her go
Eenie meenie miney moe
Catch a bad chick by her toe
If she holla (la la la la) let, let her

Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova (yeah yeah yeahhhhh)
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova (oohhhhhh) (let's go! )
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova (here we go! )

(Justin & Sean)
Can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind
Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time
I'm not tryin to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind
I wish our hearts could come together as one

Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Shawty is a eenie meenie miney mo lova
Oohhhh

2010-03-11T10:52:00.002+08:00

Haha actually now i'm in the office now. not very long ago i finished my daily stuff that i must do, so now slacking. actually i still got a proj to do, but its near to lunch time alrd, so a bit bored. aft lunch then i'll do. =)

bought a lot of dvds and vcds recently.

Koizora (lian kong) jap dvd
Sayonara Kuro~ jap dvd
GuGu the cat jap dvd
Kimi Ga Kureta jap dvd
Hai Pai Tian Xin taiwanese dvd
Pocahontas eng vcd
The little mermaid 3: The beginning eng dvd

isnt that a lot? i finished pocahontas, little mermaid, koizora alrd! hahaha

2010-03-05T16:16:00.002+08:00

i'll be going tioman today! haha only to come back on sunday, then prepare for attachment.

this is probably the last getaway in 6 mths, so i will try to enjoy it!

havent been diving for like... 1 yr plus. last 1 was probably the valentines' day trip 2009 in pulau hantu.. if u say the last overseas diving trip.. it will be the july trip in 2008 whereby i went to get my rescue diver? haha. super long ago.

feeling nostalgic.. 1 yr older, feeling so much more mature. haha a while more, then i'll go out into the "adult world", meaning the working world. haha. i think 1 yr later then i will think of the current me now. the 2010 me. =D

2010-03-04T01:27:00.002+08:00

btw, i'm going tioman on fri to sun. i resolute to spam. but wonder if can a not. going to bring 4 films there! lol intending to really spam. =D

2010-02-25T18:26:00.002+08:00

my blog i think got error leh... lol. the "infos" thingy shifted to the centre and blocked part of my blog post and pics! omgs.

btw, with respect to my blog post about my attachment choices.. i got into...

SHELL EASTERN PETROLEUM! haha

2010-02-23T03:29:00.010+08:00

It sucks to be unable to sleep at night. guess what time is it now?? ahhaa

its 3.30 in the morning. A.M.

recently i been slping at this kind of timing, but i will fall aslp quite fast. today is an exception. i rather not toss and turn on my bed, and to rather to switch on my lappie to type this blog and check my NP mail. Been wanting to see whether the allocation for my attachment will be done yet. haha mr m*rko st*ll is super slow with this kind of stuff. heard from some ppl from A05 that haiyu know alrd. she might be the EXXON or the IFS (i think) grp, which is allocated b4 the rest. haha

Haiz, anyway, the allocation havent be sent by the lecturers.

i just bought a dvd, name is Mei-Chan's Butler (Japanese). i think quite good! haha. watched 5 episodes alrd. acted by Eikura Nana and Hiro Mizushima. haha. i love Hiro Mizushima! he's the one who acted in Zettai Kareshi/Absolute Boyfriend, as the "initially is boss, later is boyfriend", and Mr. Brain (with Takuya Kimura), as the head police's assistant. i think he's damn freaking cute lor. hahhaa. i wikipedia-ed him, he's 25 going 26 this yr!!! OMG.

BUT!!! HE'S MARRIED!!! OMGZ. haha. so sad. i mean, i can fantasize about Luo ZhiXiang (Show Luo, for ur info he's 30 going 31 i think) cos he's still single and a bachelor.. but.. Hiro... haiz. lol i drool over Hiro when i'm trying to find a yahoo image. so sad. i think his wife not pretty!! omg. lol i'm so shameless. hahaha

Below is a picture of Mei-Chan's Butler

Below is Hiro and Show Luo respectively!! hearts them sia.

Below is Mr. Brain, main character is Takuya Kimura, nice show!!

Btw, in Mr. Brain, there's the female lead actress. she's super pretty. haha. love her too, ever since i saw the show "Crying Out Love In The Centre Of The World". her name is Haruka Ayase. She's only 25 this year. haha.

this is she in "My Girlfriend is a cyborg".

2010-02-20T16:52:00.005+08:00

haha i wanna add in a few more pics from films that was developed recently. not much actually. in fact only 1 roll. lol. these are the few highlights of the film, and this film was dev aft my sis's wedding. places shot are botanic gardens and home/jeff's hse

2010-02-19T17:16:00.002+08:00

Michael Bublé - "Haven't Met You Yet" Official Video

Michael Buble MySpace Music Videos

I'm not surprised
Not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times
I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in,
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up
Then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid that I'll give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

Mmmmm ....

I might have to wait
I'll never give up
I guess it's half time
And the other half's luck
Wherever you are
Whenever it's right
You come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And baby your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

Hmmmmm ......

And somehow I know that will all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid I'll give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
And in love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it by it ??
To be united

And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

Hmmm .....

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you kid I'll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get!

Oh you know it will all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh promise you kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love love love love love love love .....
I just haven't met you yet
Love love love .....
I just haven't met you yet

Two Is Better Than One

Boys Like Girls MySpace Music Videos

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one
(oh yeah)
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey

Maybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one.

2010-02-19T16:48:00.003+08:00

One greatest thing in life is to feed the cat dog treats, so making the dog have lesser stuff to eat. LOL

i guess i'm mean. SO!?!?! haha

For the past few yrs, i nv seen XueMing, so when all of a sudden, he suddenly (suddenly is repeated twice cos its very very sudden lol) called us (JUN/RAY & ALEXIS/YINGLI) out for an outing, i was super surprised!! lol. he sibeh gam sia. treat us eat and all that. haha. i feel bad. but he ownself wanna treat de lor. he say eat anything also can. haha. heng i got push money to him, or else i feel worse. i mean, we haven't seen each other, but he's the one who offered to treat. haha. he's more man liao lor. i think he's thinner than Jun alrd, due to army. haha. i wonder... haha. last time he damn ba ba (rou rou, meaty, chubby) de lor.

He's damn paiseh and awkward with us that day. lol. wth!! RETURN US THE OLD XUEMING!!! not that the current he is not good, but super quiet now!! haha i think we can seriously thaw the atmosphere if he hangs out with the girls more!! lol. we super damn high that day (esp me and yingli), dunno why. maybe its due to CNY chu 1. lol. we went on super hyper mode, which if anyone knows me well, its super duper crazy mode. hahah.

me and yingli super lame that day, cos its also Valentines' Day!! we bought roses for ourselves! lol LOVE YOU, GIRLS!!!! hearts hearts!! <3 <3 ----<@

2010-02-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

i seriously wonder which company i'm going to go into.

Schering-Plough?
Phizer?
Shell Eastern Petroleum?
Infinieum?

Recently been thinking about Taiwan 台湾. I mean, i went there not very long ago, but then i keep thinking about going back with some of my frens or what. hahaha

then been thinking about the itinerary, go for 4 days can alrd. ahaha.

first day: see what time reach. but most probably lets just say worse case scenario, at night, about 7 reach taoyuan airport 桃园机场, then check in hotel, then go Shilin Night Market 士林夜市 (i think so..). Will probably stay there until 1 am or 2 am, then maybe if still wanna go walk walk, can go the 24 hr Carrefour. provided that we stay Ximen Ding 西门丁.

second day: must wake up early and go visit the Taipei 101 台北101, then go Wu Fen Pu 五分浦 wholesale market (五分浦 starts only at about 1pm or 2pm). Then go RaoHe Night Market (haha nv noticed the chinese words). Even if still too early, can go Shilin Night Market 士林夜市 again!

third day: go visit the old street 老街 in danshui 淡水. Maybe if got time go Tian Mu 天母 (didnt go there b4, but heard of it). Then at night can go back to Shilin Night Market 士林夜市.

fourth day: walk walk and spend all the rest of the money in Ximen Ding 西门丁. haha. Then pack and prepare for home!

**note: TaoYuan Airport dont have much shopping to be done, unless u wanna buy DFS, so dont have to leave so much money on the last day unless u wanna bring it back to SG!!!

2010-01-17T20:54:00.002+08:00

sometimes i think i'm too man.

think of it this way. how many girls in this world can change a tire. lol. i think less than 10% bah. i know that singaporean girls cannot change tires. they probably cannot even pump air into the tires. lol. maybe i'm destined to be an engineer. loves hands-on stuff. haha. like a guy.

P.S.: i was so proud and happy that i can change a tire. CAR tire. by myself.

2009-12-17T16:58:00.001+08:00

hate it when my mind goes into oblivion. (meaning.. cannot rmb stuff)

mind gaps

fucking wasted.

haiz.

2009-12-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

omg super pro~ hahahaha

[Verse One]
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today
I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially

[Verse Two]
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you

[Chorus]

It official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you

2009-12-03T20:41:00.002+08:00

my fav pics for my black&white films (including redscale)

TX 400

TMax 400

Lomography Redscale 100

haha which 1 will u all like?

=== Back to Older Days ===

2009-12-03T17:22:00.005+08:00

all these are my favs in my xpro films (sensia 400, although a xpro film, but i went to positive process, love it)

sensia 400 positive process

sensia 200 xpro

elitechrome 100 xpro

agfa 100 xpro

=== Life in Technicolour ===

2009-12-03T16:55:00.004+08:00

my pics are out from the film FINALLY!

and i thought the first pic wont come out... cos this film is the same one that was dislodged from the roller when i was in little india. THE SAME 1 THAT MADE ME WASTE THE NIGHT!

it didnt come out as well as i expected. not the shooting and all that. its the colour of the film. i know its negative, but i dont really like the colours of this film. i think its not saturated enough? even the kodak porta to me, its better? i dunno. plus this time the scanning very grainy. sadded.

i took the pics with the most vibrant colours (probably except kodak porta, but its still nice!) out of their albums, and i chose these pics.

Lomography 400 iso

Kodak Porta NC 160 iso

Superia 1600 iso

choose which 1 u like the most?

=== Colours of Our Eyes ===

2009-12-02T12:05:00.003+08:00

やさしい日だまりに　チャイムがディレイする
ほほをなでる風　息吹は深くなってく

遠まわりの涙　名前つけた明日
重なる未来色のライン

あどけないこんな気持ちも
はじけ飛ぶほど笑い合えた日も
大切に育てていけるように
とぎれとぎれの時を越えて
たくさんの初めてをくれた
つながってゆけ　とどけ

放課後の夕闇　笑うきみの背中
ひそかなささやき　触れたことのない想いの中

僕の中のきみと　きみの中の僕で
絡まる未来色のライン

雨上がりの街の匂いと
夢みたいな秘密を胸に抱いて
何度も泣きそうになってまた笑う
考えるよりずっとはやく
その胸に飛び込めたらいい
つながってゆけ　とどけ

何よりも大事なきみの前で
傷つかないように大事にしてたのは　そう自分
その一言がもしもサヨナラのかわりになってしまっても
ありのまま　すべて

あどけないこんな気持ちも
はじけ飛ぶほど笑いあえた日も
大切に育てていけるように
ほんの少し大人になってく
君になりたい僕を超えて
つながってゆけ
今すぐきみに
とどけ

yasashii hidamari ni CHAIMU ga DIREI suru
hoho o naderu kaze ibuki wa fukaku natteku

toomawari no namida namaetsuketa ashita
kasanaru mirai iro no RAIN

adokenai konna kimochi mo
hajiketobu hodo waraiaeta hi mo
taisetsu ni sodatete ikeru you ni
togire togire no toki o koete
takusan no hajimete o kureta
tsunagatte yuke todoke

houkago no yuuyami warau kimi no senaka
hisoka na sasayaki fureta koto no nai omoi no naka

boku no naka no kimi to kimi no naka no boku de
karamaru mirai iro no RAIN

ameagari no machi no nioi to
yume mitai na himitsu mune ni daite
nando mo nakisou ni natte mata warau
kangaeru yori zutto hayaku
sono mune ni tobikometara ii
tsunagatte yuke todoke

nani yori mo daiji na kimi no mae de
kizukanai you ni daiji ni shiteta no wa sou jibun
sono hito no koto ga moshi mo SAYONARA no kawari ni natte shimatte mo
ari no mama subete

adokenai konna kimochi mo
hajiketobu hodo waraiaeta hi mo
taisetsu ni sodatete ikeru you ni
honno sukoshi otona ni natteku
kimi ni naritai boku o koete
tsunagatte yuke
ima sugu kimi ni
todoke

2009-11-30T00:02:00.002+08:00

video converters are awesome! haha 1 of the most useful thing in the world when u trying to put videos into ur psp. haha. how come psp dont support AVI. format? another great invention is the veoh web player. it enables u to dl videos from veoh! and i dl-ed "kimi ni todoke". Great anime! =D

2009-11-24T02:19:00.002+08:00

recently i been like stressing myself out on ped. prove is that i'm awake at this freaking time in the middle of the night (its 2.33am now). reasons cos..

i have never been good at the calculations!
ped is getting chiem, i not understanding the things behind it!
ong ban choon will be back soon, but not soon enough! stupid reservist

2nd thing is njd. cos..

the kids (juniors) are killing me with their slackness to this cca
choosing committee is a joke with the current juniors
red belt red belt red belt KATA + all the rest of course

3rd thing..

dreams for the future
sis's wedding
need to save up for taiwan trip + the promised trip of 2011 (japan!)

i think i never really told anyone about the promised trip with jun. we promised to go to japan when we're 21! exciting thoughts lors. haha. now she's working hard on her proj too!

just 2 days ago, i was lying on my bed with ah hei, then i suddenly thought about him dying, and thought about ben ben's death. cry like hell. dunno if all the animals die off one by one, will i die a not, by crying to death. suddenly was thinking how i wish i will die b4 they die, so i wont experience something like these. depressing huh? i'll now post a mtv of the song by death cab for cutie. the name is.. i will follow you into the dark. fits my mood recently very very well.

2009-11-15T23:43:00.002+08:00

today's evening sky was damn beautiful, with this extremely deep blend of blue and purple. wanted to take my FG out and shoot, but i think i have enough pics that show the scenery of the balcony. plus its a positive film, and it wont bring out the colours.

its going to be a new moon soon, and i think thats why the nights recently are so dark. its only 11.49 now, but it feels like its in the middle of the night.

recently been working for magic creatus on event based work. the wirecraft made the skin on my finger peel, and the balloon twisting is fun/horror. fun cos a lot of kids, horror cos they are so pampered in this world. i mean.. the kid having the bday was so ridiculous. very very outspoken, and will say something like.."this is my party, and if u all are not going to sit down and raise ur hand, u will get no sweets" etc etc. super extreme. dunno how she will turn out when she gets older.

when i type a blog, i ponder about a lot of stuff. very deep and questioning stuff. its like pulling the petals off a flower.., no exact answers on whether its yes or no.

Good Girls Go Bad [feat. Leighton Meester] (Video) - Cobra Starship

=== how i wish i can kimi ni todoke ===

2009-11-12T16:12:00.003+08:00

haha just in the recent few posts i think its more than the previous months added tgt. haha. its 4.13pm now, and ltr got NJD. sky is clearing up already. wondering if ltr will do what.

i think some ppl do think that due to my easygoing (i think i am) character and the "treat everything as a joke" character of mine, that cracking a joke or a funny insult to me wont hurt me. but it does.

2009-11-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

Its the same song, but different singers. first 1 is by the script, 2nd 1 is by kris allen. and i love this song now!

2009-11-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

i suddenly noticed my imeem playlist in my blog, so wanted to listen to the songs. just finished listening to "Seventh Night of July". i do love this music very much, cos its actually the SYF piece for us, the CSS CMB. miss it a lot. when i listen to the eupho solo, i can actually imagine cyril making the same music out. we sweat out our all for this SYF piece. dunno how many times brando blew up. haha.

for some reason, i think i feel a bit nostalgic today. maybe its cos i went to the SAF circus fiesta at pasir ris park this morning. a lot of inflatables there, and i suddenly want to play a lot of stuff. haha. know a few great ppl today, colleagues from my work. today the sun is sweltering, but the ground didn't dry up. its like super muddy there, but i sweat buckets today.

haha. the machine which is used to cut out the shape of the badge spoil, so we have to cut MANUALLY. haha. i think my boss is thinking something like:"is it u..? wah lao, u always spoil my machine sia". haha i dun understand why his machines always spoil at my hand. not my fault can? haha. i think today i earned the "expert in cutting out round shape with a template". for some reason, today a lot of ppl called me to ask me to work. got the SBI de, got the lifeguard de.. haha and of cos the 1 that i went to.

haiz end here first =D

2009-11-06T00:03:00.003+08:00

a damn funny (or maybe a piss-me-off thing) happened. i was with my usual bunch of guys on a thurs nite, then suddenly this guy msg me, and its like.. his eng damn bad or what lor. and doesnt make sense. so now i shall type out all the msgs he sent me, and my replies to them. good coffee reading anyway.

Hi bro here is my new number from s**** (name censored) Fuping

Sorry i think u Msged the wrong number

Is me s**** (name censored) lah the m**** c****** (company's name) t******* (boss's name) college that time company u to bus stop

Wah lao. Ur eng damn bad sia. Plus Who the hell is fuping or what.

Oh like ah so do u want to gave a me free tuition language since u say my english is bad hahahahh

Haha free? U wait long long lor.

So do u want work tuition Teacher in english I help u student U want ??

Haha u help me find students ah?

U want ?? can u teach a student until his or her get A star for english ??

Lol i think i can teach maths until A star. Eng i dunno Haha

Y your english cannot teach to A star ??

Lol eng must depends on the student mah. If the student's basics nt good then must teach from beginning what

Sure or not U say your english dam good mah and say my english dam bad mah and say what the hell Fuping ... I think at your secondary school subject u score your A star for your morals education rite

Wah lao. I let my fren see ur sms she also say ur eng hard to understand lor. Plus my name is SHIPEI.

Then your friend also score A star for her or his morals education subject is it then your english also got add mah , ah , wao lao . may I know is a proper english or singlish

ok it ends here, cos i couldnt be bothered to msg him anymore.

his eng is really damn bad. i think my blog cannot post capital letters, but got some words he put caps on the first alphabet.. makes it look worse.
my name is not fuping, which is something that he doesn't understand.
I never say my eng good. never ever did. i only said i'm confident in my maths.
I dont understand whats with the moral education subject getting A star
secondary school don't have A star anymore. we go by A1 A2 or B3 B4 and etc.
he dont really answer to my qns most of the time. which is irritating
i dont spell 'wah lao' into 'wao lao'

ok i swear that this above conversation between us is all true to whatever i type from my phone's inbox, any error in understanding should not be accounted to me. unless its a typo error. which i tried to check. so if u think its a typo error, most probably its not, it might be his error.

Sians, cos i will see him tml. the ninjas also got say that his smses cannot understand. so its not a solo thing. in fact, we laugh at the smses in macs. hahaha. damn freaking funny. the fren that is included in the above msgs is my daughter. haha so those who know.. know who is it. =D

btw, if u until now u still dun understand whats going on.. the words coloured in blue is his msgs, those in black is mine... if u still dun understand, ask me. XD

2009-10-02T01:39:00.000+08:00

funny dance. ahahahaha.

2009-10-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

ok update:

IRREASONABLE PEOPLE ARE EVERYWHERE, EVEN AT HOME.

ok actually i been wanting to update for a whole lot of time recently. But today i juz lazy and tired to update more. some other days bah.

2009-05-15T16:31:00.005+08:00

these are some of the pics take with TMax B&W film. haha i still have TX to upload.

i got like 2 pics taken in town.. the pic w the angmos in it 1 is 1 of it.

then i have some pics taken at phoenix there. which is teck whye there. there got some bungalows, so i went in and walk walk.

others are taken at buangkok kampong. haha first time there, and it was a quite good experience. cos its very "old-school" there, and very close to the nature. also.. a lot of mosquitos. LOL. will post the TX tml.

2009-04-05T12:26:00.002+08:00

visit http://cheapandeal.blogspot.com/ for cute t-shirts!!

try spread the link far far! =D

the t-shirts are imported from Taiwan, and its not a preorder. have instocks!

===go go go! visit it!===

2009-03-22T00:48:00.002+08:00

lets just post some photos for the night shots of the lomo outing..

all these is using my hp cam.. and some is in night mode.. so its damn blur hahaha

still got more pics, but then... aiya next time bah.. i going to slp le~

===my heart wans u to say otherwise===

2009-03-22T00:11:00.002+08:00

i absolutely agree that having a crush on someone doesn't hurt.. unless u literally crush the person =x

but i really dun like ppl, who "throws a net" and try to catch a lot of fish at 1 time. though it doesn't concern me

i guess, i'm going to be freaking tired recently..
going to swim with hx tml!
hahaha haven't met him since like... 1 yr and 11 months ago?
i still rmb the last time when we met... 6th apr 2007...
haiz, feels old
met him on fri, cos we met up to swim.. then joseph nv turn up.. hahaha
but uncle lee take over... made me swim until i die...
u know... i still love hx's butterfly... absolutely goodlooking..
and his plunge.... wooooo
going to meet him at... 8.30..
if he nv wake up, i am absolutely going to make him into a drowning butterfly =x
plus he stay SO near!

===heart's beating, pitter-pattering===

2009-03-17T20:42:00.004+08:00

some pics i took using JQ's FM10 and the redscale film haha.. went to hort park and sentosa!

===mental fatigue or physical exhaustion?===

2009-03-11T21:55:00.003+08:00

fighting fire is somehow, is technically easier than fighting a cold war.
u probably can win the fire, by extinguishing it with water, BCF and etc.
but how do u fight a cold war, with no warmth around u?

===its freezing out there===

2009-03-11T00:21:00.005+08:00

I went to collect my film today. the uncle scanned for me too! see the following pics:

these are some of the pics i quite like. there are more la, but then these for now =)

used kodak portra and fujichrome sensia 200

===i love my photos!===

2009-03-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

ok... saw that seekai had this quiz in his facebook notes lahh..

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

ok.. to me.. this is very true.. haha

===omg need to do my cptc log book!===

2009-03-07T15:58:00.003+08:00

show u my lomo cam! the dark pink jelly cam =D

i alrd took the whole film of my sensia 200... its supposed to be 24 exposures, but i didn't realise its 24 exposures... i think i took 27! until no film left =x haha

dunno how would it turn out... haven go develop =D

=== why do ppl cheer when bulls are killed indiscrimatedly?===

2009-03-07T14:45:00.002+08:00

Broken Strings - James Morrison

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last change to feel again

Chasing Pavements -

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
if I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
i know this is love but,

If i tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And thats exactly what i need to do,
If i'm in love with you,

Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it

Oh
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

yeah
Should i give up,
Or shld i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
or would it be a waste?
Even if i knew my place
Should i leave it there
Should i just give up
Or should i just keep on chasing pavements?
Should i just keep on chasing pavements?

O-oh
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If i knew my place should i leave it there?
Should i give up,
Or should i just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere

===should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavements===

2009-03-01T22:56:00.003+08:00

starting cptp tml.

going to wake up early tml.

going training tml.

going to slp late tml.

just "spree-ed" for an instock jelly camera for lomo uses. freaking cute. actually was thinking of getting green colour, but then unfortunately, the supplier ran OOS, so.. i got the dark pink instead. cos the light pink also OOS liao.

also bought some film.. the kodak porta 160 (cos Quan ask me help him try, and it looks interesting), the fujichrome sensia 200 (cos it looks nice).

Quan ordered a redscale, for lomo purposes. quite nice pics can be found in flickr. hahaha. cant wait to get it. normal postage, so shld be next 2-3 days. hope that the jelly cam is cute and nice. sians lor, no green... =(

ilyana going to DIE of envy =D

===you can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel===

2009-02-20T20:51:00.003+08:00

did i tell everyone i passed my tp test???

welllllll i tried to.... tell everyone who passed by LOL
no lahs, almost everyone

i passed on weds, actually... hahaha
so i can drive now!!!
xiaobai alrd have the P plate on liaos, then today is my first unofficial drive to sch!!! with my sister beside me, of course.
when i have my first day on the road, without anyone beside me... i will be damn happy!!

recently spend a lot of money sia... the driving license and the driving orientation that i signed up for. plus cptp will spend 140 on transport (from chinese garden to jurong island), plus the safety shoes... sians... lucky can claim from my dad.. or else REALLY BROKE... not as simple as eating grass lehs.... is eat sai liao

plus liying's bday coming siah... die die die. she wan jetfin, although it might change now. cos we not going 7 skies liaos. and jetfin not exactly CHEAP lors.

i think i did not bad for my emat exam todays. finished 15 mins b4 the end of exam.

the break i got cptp to go.. damn irritating cos almost no break at all lehs... it takes 6 weeks, and i got what? 7 weeks of hols? dunno if during cptp i will go njd training a not.. most prob will lahs, but not every time.. its super tiring bahs...

cptp almost everyday from 8-4 lehs... and first week 9-5... end at 4 or 5, reach chinese garden mrt 1 hr later... freaking tired le bahs. plus from 4th week have to do shift training.. 12 hrs.. either from 8am to 8 pm, or 8pm to 8am... how to go training?

die die die die die

P.S. to JINQUAN: seriously.... MARCUS WHO? =x ammesia siahs.

===delusions bring sadness, mistakes bring tears===

2009-02-18T00:32:00.003+08:00

recently exam damn stressful siahs...

plus still got a lot of stuff to study and need to pia....
btw, tml i got my driving test..

i going to post some mtvs and hope u all can be "da fa"-ed on it... LOL.. i lazy to blog siahs.

why i post these mtvs leh? cos i got a weakness for guys with guitars. LOL. last time i have his songs, but dunno where they run to alrd. so now, find the mtvs for my own benefit (to listen it again) and let u all enjoy.

he was damn good looking that time.. but i think i found some life clips of him... that is horrible... i think.... anyways, i better keep my image of him last time..

he is.... ryan cabrera! ahahahaha

True - Ryan Cabrera

Photo - Ryan Cabrera

On The Way Down - Ryan Cabrera

===if i told u i love u, will u accept?===

2009-02-11T14:14:00.003+08:00

let me list down the subjects that i need to study and what to study....

emat, do tutorials
tpff, do tutorials, do past year papers
tphm, do tutorials
em3, do past year papers
reng, do tutorials, do past year papers
eltech, do tutorials, do past year papers

i just checked the timetable ah... sians

starting from friday, 20th feb got exam liao. until the next fri then end.

this fri morning got tphm test, at 12-1.30? then from 4-5.30 got tpff test.

then next tues got reng retest from 10-11. also got cptc briefing from 1-2.30.

next weds got driving license test at 12.30-abt 2.20.. also got tpff retest from 4-5.30.

WTF right? so many things.

going to study NOW. ehh shld be studying emat first bah, or eltech...

dun disturb me!!! haha, or rather, disturb me!! cos give me reason to slack =D

===fall hard, love hard, play hard, slack hard===

2009-02-03T18:24:00.004+08:00

ok, ruiyin just intro-ed a "quiz" to me la...

http://www.cs.ucr.edu/~chua/test/test.html

u choose the pic and it explains ur personality.. or sth like that

my personality:
You come to grips more frequently and thoroughly with yourself and your environment than do most people. You detest superficiality; you'd rather be alone than have to suffer through small talk. But your relationships with your friends are highly intensive, which gives you the inner tranquility and harmony that you need in order to feel good. You do not mind being alone for extended periods of time; you rarely become bored.

quite true... except for the last sentence.. i am perpentually bored.

ok i like another song.

version of "me and mrs jones" by michael buble *nice*

Me and Mrs Jones - Michael Bubl

btw, i'm going on a freaking diet. LOL.

===me and mrs jones, we got a thing going on, we both know that its wrong, but its much too strong===

2009-01-31T01:45:00.002+08:00

i finally found this song that i wanted to find for damn long. cos its a 2000 song, whereby i was only what... 10? so i forgot the song name. plus i always thought is 3 doors down sing 1... which i think they also sang it. but the videos that i can find is all from "nine days"

i realised this name when i was still surfing facebook.

Dong Ying Ng at 11:31pm January 30
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Story of a girl
Wow this is incredibly congruent hahaha. A girl = Clarice (:

clarice's fren was replying to a post clarice posted.. so the song name is inside.
a shock of realisation that this might be the song i'm finding.

love u, clarice's fren, for single-ing out this particular part. and clarice for stating the song inside her "note"..

Absolutely (Story Of A Girl) - Nine Days

=== i absolutely love her when she smiles===

2009-01-30T19:44:00.005+08:00

scandalous pics. haha, for b4 training fun.

===womanizer womanizer womanizer===

2009-01-28T23:23:00.003+08:00

wahhhh long break over liaos... my body a bit hard to adjust siah.... through out the few days, played mahjong until morning... die.

anyways, just woke up at 11 (its 11.26 now) from a nap which i slept at 6.00. weeee 5 hrs.. sleep like a pig like that...... due to slping SOOO much... no dinner YET..

ok... suddenly hungry alrd... hahahahaha cos talking about food mahhs...
maggi mee, wait for me!!

recently probably got nth much to say la... just that quite sian.. =/

===saved by love===

2009-01-15T13:44:00.004+08:00

recently i'm making much use of my pixon's radio... so actually got a few nice songs i like. posting the mtvs now. anyways, also got some old songs that i like too! hinder's new song, without you. 3 doors down, its not my time, with all the parkour action. i'll also add in the man who can't be moved, by the script. the man who can't be moved, i did post a post abt it, but i couldn't find the embed code in youtube, so now i try by using imeem. btw still got denial by sugarbabes.

Without You - Hinder

its not my time - 3 doors down

THE MAN WHO CANT BE MOVED - THE SCRIPT

Denial - Sugababes

=== i didn't want to fall in love with you ===

2009-01-14T22:43:00.004+08:00

Love Story - Taylor Swift

found a mtv from imeem. =D

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby, just say yes

Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

===its a love story, baby just say yes===

2009-01-09T20:16:00.002+08:00

wahahaha 150th post liao....

but nothing much to blog...

just a smattering of headache for the WEEK everyday, and diarrhoea today..

whats wrong with my body?

is it stress from starting sch or is it that i'm falling sick....?

reluctant to roll on monday, due to the FREAKING headache... (although its not supposed to be the excuse... but NO! i'm not FAKING)

ponned ninjado training ytd, cos of the FREAKING headache...
popped a panadol extra ytd, cos feeling faint and unsteady on my feet... was gripping a pencil so hard during my emat lab while drawing the stupid diagram for the carbon iron 8P. i was shaking and feeling faint and my eyes blurring, while hoping i won't faint halfway. shit.. when i think that fainting is not an impossibility, thats how bad the FREAKING migraine is. and the kuan still have to raise his voice just beside me.... and why is it bad leh? cos his voice INCREASED my headache and i had to put my fingers in my ears and shy away from him.

popped 2 normal panadol today, cos of the splitting headache.

i know panadol (aka paracetamol) is a blood thinner AND a painkiller, but somehow it doesn't stop me from popping them into my mouth due to the freaking migraine. so... might be dying of migraines... maybe a visit to the good ol' doc, or popping another good ol' trusty panadol soon.

i NEVER had migraines or even a strong headache b4 i started poly... so.. proves 1 thing... i'm getting older and older and illnesses are befalling me. i had more illness added tgt than my 17 years added tgt... i think..

2009-01-01T20:38:00.002+08:00

ytd was quite unsatisfying.

only thing that quite satifies me is the cranberry vodka. but i didn wan to get wasted, so the kick didn't really come. but thats quite enough for me.

but anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS!!

=== LY said, "he thinks he's choosing meat at the market huh?" and i agree===

2008-12-30T12:51:00.004+08:00

on the 28th, went celebrate x'mas with the NJD people =D

firstly some of us met at long john silver at marina square to eat lunch. only got ilyana joyce jinquan and me eating, then after jinquan went to fetch xinyu at kebangan (spelling error dunno how to spell =p) so ilyana joyce and me went to window shop LOL. while waiting for the others to come. so after that we met up with amin and clarice (surprisingly they came at different times). haha. so we decided to go to the movie area to wait for the rest. then jinquan and xinyu came. then jianyang came. then last 1 is marcus. so anyways, after clarice and amin bought popcorn and drinks then we went into the cinema. so we have 9 people, so the whole row of tmarina square GV cinema 1 row F was occupied by us haha. so i was sitting between xinyu and ilyana. btw, we were watching ip man. i rewatched la, cos the day b4 i went to watch with my family. haha. i think its a movie which can be rewatched time and again.

btw i first stop here, i got driving lesson at 2.10. so have to prepare liao. =) will edit later.
ok back.. adding on..

though the movie, xinyu was wincing during all the painful parts and it was damn funny. anyways, so after the movie we went to marina barrage. took train to marina bay then took the shuttle bus to marina barrage. this is the first time i went there. the wind is good, and there are people flying kites there. made me want to fly a kite too! but the wind was damn soothing and the view is quite ok, cos when we reached there is about 5.15? so the sun is slightly setting, and though its cloudy, through the clouds i could see the light from the sun, looking like "heaven" in the sky. i love those colours when the sun is setting. after sitting on the area at the top for a while, we went to the exhibitions. it all states about environmental conservation, recycling, and how marina barrage is built. so after that we walked down to the marina bridge and walked the length of it. it also has a pretty nice view.

after that we waited for the shuttle bus again, so we boarded the bus and went back to marina bay mrt. then after that we took the mrt to city hall. jinquan and clarice alighted to take the bike to her condo. so we all went to dhoby ghaut and took the NE line to hougang. when we reached hougang its 7.15 bah.. first thing that we saw when we travelled up the escalator is a pasar malam, so we went to the pasar malam to buy stuff to eat. i ate 3 tapioca "cake" (the green stuff)... and a bottle of sugarcane juice (which tasted horrible). then when we found out that the pasar malam have a section whereby they sell drinks and snacks at a cheaper price (but not cold drinks), therefore deciding to abandon the supermarket for this.

so after buying some stuff, jinquan and clarice came, and we therefore took the bus 147 (i think) to her condo. the bus doesnt stop directly at her condo, so we had to walk a short distance. so after we reached her house we kept the drinks in the fridge and switched on all appliances e.g. TV, radio.. so after that they had a tablecloth which we drew hands, feet, fingers, face, butt to create twister. haha it was damn funny on how we had our limbs twisted here and there. we only played 2 rounds, but i lost the first round due to how i cant stretch my hand to the other side of the mat. so i forfeited. so i had to carry the "senior advisor" to walk a corridor =.= and guess who is the senior advisor =.= but anyway, the senior advisor died in the 2nd round. he was lying flat on the mat with clarice xinyu jianyang jinquan over certain parts of him and he's lying on joyce's leg. so he lost when he couldn't physically move his butt from the centre of the mat to the side of the mat esp when his hands and legs are like totally open. ever saw the pic of the da vinci's virturian man? anyway, it wasnt physically possible for anyone to move his butt over to the side, so he forfeited. he was sprayed with shaving cream and he was ordered to pass the shaving cream to joyce's face. it was quite funny when joyce was like squealing and pushing him away.

then we had the present exchange... ok dont talk about it except that i got my pressie from jinquan, a box of "bai se lian ren" to eat.

then some of them left, then the rest of us slacked around. then jimmy was supposed to come, so jinquan went to fetch him. so the rest of us.. clarice amin ilyana and me we went down with cans of spray to attack them when they reached. it actually was quite effective until jinquan snatched my bottle of spray away from me to attack amin. so... backfired. ahahaha but damn fun.

then we went up and played charades. ilyana with me, jinquan and clarice, amin gay with jimmy. when it reached my team, i was acting and ilyana was guessing. first one is "sexyback". so i utterly failed at sexy cos i though i tried, the best ilyana can guess is seductive or sth like that. but we managed that. 2nd 1 is "the ninjado club president".. WTF? 3rd 1 i forgot liao, 4th 1 is silat =.= damn pek check also. 5th 1 is beaver. damnit lors ahahaha.

but the funniest is when jimmy is guessing what amin is doing. so they had "treasure island". treasure is ok, but jimmy had problem with island. all of us tried to help, with firstly, pointing to our "eye". so cfm the "is-" liao. but we tried jumping up and down, hitting the floor. u know what he guessed? icecream, ice marble =.=

the hardest i got when i was guessing is american idol. hahaha. ilyana was acting as william hung, but i couldn't guess it. haha

after that we prepared to watch movie, its equilibrium. acted by christian bale, but i fell aslp halfway thru the movie cos i was drinking vodka haha. they say i got drunk, but NO LOR.. i was only a bit high.. drunk is when liying and me drinking. LOL.

so in the morning, ilyana woke up to ask me to help her close the door. then i closed alrd, then i started packing, cos actually no one left except amin clarice and me. so ahahaha i decided to go home. pack and pack then i left my bai se lian ren there, forgot to pack it, then cos i tried to wake amin up but he slept quite soundly then i cannot close the door. so i took the key and locked the door then shot the key thru the crack under the slot, so dun have to wake them up. but they told me that they couldn't find the key when they woke up, so they're like thinking "dunno which bastard ah..." haha paiseh paiseh sorry sorry.

so at night i went to training then amin passed me the bai se lian ren. haha thanks thanks =D
congrats to all those who passed. =) which is everyone who took the grading. i learnt a bit of my blue belt kata then i trained my rolling again. can somewhat roll liao! i also did all the kicks and punches. weeeee lucky for me they removed chanyatsu, which is the leg sweep. but they put in double turning inside the kicks, which was okay, cos i learnt it b4 alrd. i'll be doing slide turning, slide hanyatsu, slide toeyatsu, double turning, forward yoeyatsu, internal block and chop, and the last 1 is throw punch and twist punch

i actually changed my msn colour to blue, to celebrate that i passed my green and went on to blue belt alrd. FINALLY... ahahaha

===hahaha daddy iqbal===

2008-12-27T17:24:00.005+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FW6F_g3upKA&feature=related

sorry dunno how to post the vid. somehow dun have the embed code.

lyrics

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

And maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

===not gonna move===

2008-12-25T20:40:00.002+08:00

its was x'mas eve ytd. and its so damn packed at orchard. i was there meeting liying and grace after my driving lesson, (which actually i did quite well during the lesson) at wisma. they alrd went on a huge shopping spree at far east. so actually i quite guilty that i nv buy them x'mas pressies, cos i didn have the time. so i only treated them at aji-tei, at taka there B2. it is a similiar grp as ajisen, which we only realised after we ate. its similiar, but only diff is concept. anyway so we walk around taka to buy stuff, then we bought royce bitter nama chocolate (also in the hopes that he'll also offer us to eat it, cos its DAMN NICE) for iqbal cos we going to his hse and if nv bring anything a bit weird.
we had an agenda for going his hse, and happily, we finished the whole thing by 1am? haha cos we keep crapping ALL the way. so technically its x'mas! so we just keep crapping until abt 1.30, when his fren come drive us home, while he and his fren go out and drink. so liying and me come back to my hse, where we open the bottle of absolut vodka raspberri to drink. initially its on the rocks, but then after that we add all kinds of stuff. coke light, 7-up, and sunkist orange juice lol. interesting lor. we tried to tahan until early morning, cos we want to go swim the trim position using our fins in the swimming pool. but then at 6, liying cannot tahan and went to slp, promising to wake up at 7. we slept tgt on the same bed, but woke up at 7.48. then she went to puke again (she puked at 5.30 or so), so when she felt better it was 9 something, then we decided that she cannot la, cos if she swim she might die inside the pool LOL.
anyways i sent her off in a cab at 9 something. then i went to swim myself, sudden impulse, so i went to swim lors. damn cold ah, the water. wake me up completely. so when i came back into the hse, is 11? so i ate maggi mee b4 i went to slp at 12.15. slept until 4.30 jiu wake up liao. i think tonight i will slp very early, but i wan to drink again leh. but scared drink alrd will wan to puke or die tml =.= so anyways, see how first bahs. haha

===what would you know? suddenly choices increased?===

2008-12-23T22:16:00.003+08:00

well, today completed my agenda. went to collect my SFA card from SRCS, look damn fat inside the picture =.= then i went to sch by 171, to the shell bus stop then walk up. not surprisingly, SDAR not open. dunno cos its lunch hour or is just doesn't open during hols. i'll try some other day. btw, not mr siah, is mr seow i think. ahahaha. then went to photocopy the card, for me to send it to PADI. omg lor, the photocopied card worse looking than the original. ahaha. quite horrible. btw, i quite proud of the photo leh... i think its my best ever passport sized photo. =p

anyways, then i went to CO-OP to buy stamps, then walk to the toilet next to the lib (the printing area there 1) to the water cooler to paste the stamp. wah lao, need 1.10 for the stamps to mail them, then dunno when will reach. supposedly the CO-OP there got mailbox, but dunno if they ever collect. i dun see any letters inside la, but they're supposed to collect from between 2-3pm, so probably ok. then went to lib to coop up there for a while. then went home lors haha.

had a egg mayo sandwich from deli b4 went back though. EH i nv eat a lot hor, today i only ate a beancurd in the morning, then went to shell in the bukit timah road there, buy barley and something called gogo taquitos. then after that got buy bubble tea (passionfruit ice blended), then the egg mayo lors. heh not a lot lors.

damn bored, going out with liying and grace tml. then at night with liying go to iqbal hse to talk =D

==="just a little change, small to say the least, both a little scared, neither one prepared, beauty and the beast" - quote beauty and the beast lyrics===

*edits @ 1.30a.m-->* oops i forgot i got driving at 2.10pm tml so not able to meet them at 12pm. *cross my fingers* i hope that i dun see the stupid Lee ET or dunno whats his name tml AGAIN. he's one of my instructors, and he's the worst ever. i think he got mood swings 1 lor, blardy menopausal guy. cos sometimes he quite pleasant, other times very bad mood. BLARDY HELL.

===countdown-ing to the day===

2008-12-23T00:49:00.002+08:00

well i'm trying to type jap. since i learnt it 2 sems ago.. or rather 1 and a half sem ago, it isnt very good.

don't even know if i typed correctly, or is it grammatically correct a not.

わたしわシペイです、Ngee Ann Polytechnic のがくせいです。わたしわべんきょChemical Engineering です。わたしのしゅみわすいえいとかいものとインテネットです。わたしのいえChoa Chu Kang です。わたしのいえきれいです。わたしのとまだちわしゅじゅんです。かのじょわかわいです。かのじょわとてもおもしろです。わたしわしんがぽらじんです。わたしのねこといぬちょかわいです。わたしわのでんわばんごうわ9181-....、もしあいたいです、えエマイhp_g_fan@hotmail.com。はい、ありがとです、絶。

sudden urge to practise my jap again =x i think its damn sucky, and i dun even understand what the fuck i writing about. it's something like a intro to me, but half here half there 1. aiya nvm, practise only ahahaha.

===can't stop thinking, can't stop missing===

2008-12-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

i just went down to meet uncle robin, to take this "registration form" for that time i went to take my rescue diver, so i took it in july (always thought it in aug), then i should have sent it to aust long long time ago. anyway, so i took it with me, so i will post it tml. but first of all, tml i have to go to the red cross society to collect my standard first aid cert which i wanted to collect since dunno when. but either i go wrong timing or its half day... so didn manage to collect it. so going tml =D then i'll shun bian go to sch to return my stupid library books which are expiring on 26th, then maybe pay a visit to mr siah for the AGM claims. see if he's there. maybe i should send a email to him to ask if he'll be there at SDAR tml. but anyways, cfm going to red cross society, then going to sch to return books, + photocopy my first aid cert and cpr, and send the stupid letter which is going to cost me i think $1.10 to send to aust, then see if mr siah in sch a not.

just now uncle robin trying to sell me 2nd hand reg for $600.. dunno shld buy a not.. but for what i know, its pretty =D its teal/light blue in colour.. actually i had eyes for it alrd, but the first hand 1 is damn ex, plus got someone tell me not very good. but uncle robin say this 1 he selling is the older version, cos though its same model, the older version has better material. but its 2 yrs alrd, although only 30 dives and recently serviced. see how bah.

===even when body is asleep, mind still thinking and missing===

2008-12-22T15:03:00.002+08:00

u know ah... NJD having x'mas exchange on this coming sunday... i bought the gift and wrapped it alrd... =( i wan the thingy i bought.. wahhhhhhhhhhhhh *sobs* i dun wan give that to anyone. its such a cute thingy.. my sis helped me to wrap 1, cos she also wrapping another gift to her fren. wanted to wrap it myself, but she was enjoying it... so.... haha but if anyone says that the gift is wrapped so ugly-ily, then i will tell her, and she will kick your asses =D

but i miss seeing that thingy.

dunno who will give me pressie?

i probably will guess wrongly... all the guys poker face 1 haha

but i know who the girls giving to.. muahahaha

=== if waiting doesn't get you your destination, will you continue to wait?===

2008-12-22T03:27:00.004+08:00

I found a link on marcus's blog long long time ago. its called draw a house. http://www.drawahouse.com/

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible.
You love excitement and create it wherever you go. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.
You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

quite true quite true

===what was that last look? heartthrob===

2008-12-21T22:38:00.006+08:00

ok, i promised to continue rite??

check out jinquan's blog, VERY FUNNY ARTICLE... hahaha

ok, afternoon's sparring tourney.. here's the lineup i did with paint

trying to get it until u all can see properly... ok anyways...
ytd's tourney is dirty dirty dirty... those TCC (not the coffee connoisseur, tampines community centre) ppl can go brawling for all they want, but not during a martial art tourney. blardy hell. no control. i was trying to hold on, to control myself from going over and kicking them myself. victor sir also nv say anything abt them playing dirty.. DAMN. the more i think abt it, i become angry. they can kill themselves all they wan, but can they not try to kill my NJD frens? I shall list down the injuries that the 2 of them suffered..

broken bone, Amin's lower arm, direct fracture
punctured lips, Marcus's, bloody
punctured outer lips, Marcus's, bloody
bruised cheekbone, Marcus's, bruised
lower body private part, Marcus's, i dunno extent of injuries

all included with painful hands, painful body, painful legs, head concussions, and etc..

horrible right? a lot of blood and panics. the winner was very much in pain on his final match. to me, i think the whole tourney brought out my maternal instincts, or rather, my feminine instincts of the whole thing very violent. i would have liked to fight in the girls tourney la, but due to the stupid condition of my hand's previous fracture, i wasnt advised to. =( of course, i wanted to kick the guy's ass into his mouth, but i think that might upset them a lot haha

next time, if got tourney, i want to join.

i want to join.....

i want to join......................

but for this time, i tolerated being a medic, since the red cross first aider was actually injured too.

xinyu got a uppercut to the jaw by clarice's feet, and clarice have sharp toenails, which chipped off a bit of xinyu's skin and meat, and left a cresent mark upon her jaw

weee a vampire bite (watch twilight then u'll know)

hahaha.. all in all, marcus won the men's category and clarice won the women's category, which had only 2 participants.
i think they got 50 bucks liang seng voucher and a trophy each.

after the tourney, we took pictures, and a few of us went to al-meen to eat. JQ marcus jianyang jinzhou lingli me. we eat and eat, then stay until 8. then decide to go watch cape no.7, at cineleisure. at 9.20, then marcus jianyang and me, went to take 852 to bukit batok. then take mrt to somerset. jianyang left at jurong east to take bus home, then only got marcus and me take mrt. then we reach at 9.35 at somerset.. can u believe it, 5 mins to cineleisure and while i can carrying my dive bag. marcus got ask if i wan to let him carry, but since b4 that he was complaining of some tiredness and slight dizzyness (due to multiple head concussions), i didn't want him to take it. hahaha. but anyways, i think i killed a lot of people on the way there due to my big dive bag knocking people. haha very funny when they curse and swear. =D haha i walk and run, and climb the escalators, then knock the ppl down. stupid marcus ask me to clear road for him =.= haha. if i continue this exercise for a month, i think i might slim down.. hard to say =D

cape no.7 is interesting la, not bad also haha. talking about this girl and this guy (fan yi chen). the guy is a postman who had tried to go taipei in his earlier days for his singing career, which wasn't successful. the girl is a japanese model who is helping to organise a band for a japan company . she was trying to make up the band but due to some situtations, she almost left the area and quit (she needs to have anger management). then she had a one night stand with the main lead. then they something like not angry with each other again? weird one lah. so huh, through out the movie has certain parts of japanese scenes, of this japanese teacher who writes to his beloved. he wrote 7 letters and sealed them away. when he died, his daughter found the letters and tried to mail them, but it is considered a lost mail, due to the address being different or something. so the main lead, as a postman, he takes the letter home and reads it. i think it touched his soft spot or sth, so he keeps the mail.

it ended with this concert that fan yi chen and his band held. very nice songs, quite rock =D no actually it ended with the main lead staring at the jap girl during the concert, which is due to them being in love. so technically, though the girl nv say she not going back to japan, well, its a love story, so of course she didn go back. she wanted to go back due to the company in japan inviting her to go back and work for them... btw, fan yi chen did manage to give the mail to the old auntie (the japanese teacher's beloved) and the last scene is shown as a flashback with liang wen ying (chao ji xing guang da dao, a million star, 1st runner up) as the teacher's lover, silently searching for her love upon the boat that is bringing the lover back to japan. anyway, so it thus ended.

then after that when we left the cinema, JQ went to his bike and marcus and me went to the MRT, but b4 that we went to 7/11 . i buy 2 green tea then we left to go to the MRT. then we almost reached the station alrd then we heard that "this station has no more train to marina bay", then we look at each other then he say, "die, take bus liao", but lucky for me, i got train towards jurong east. so i went to board the train while he go and take bus. haha =D

===imagination is a silent killer, no confirmations, yet it might be a mistake===

2008-12-21T16:23:00.003+08:00

ytd was a busy day, whereby i had diving in the morning, NJD sparring tournament in the afternoon, dinner and movie at night.

morning was diving with imbal.. oh ya, talking abt imbal, i have to post sth on his facebook group.. ahhhh.. eh found.. oops, not imbal, is iqbal. =x anyway, diving with him, liying, vien and dajiejie (huiling) at pulau hantu kechil. the water is horrible and dark murky green. visibility was low, i think about max 3 or 4 metres. diving there was like taking a chance, if lucky, u see something, if not, u see nothing. the spot that i was diving at was all macro stuff (small tiny thingys) and i did see some small tiny thingys, more like nudibranches or gobies. my first dive was horrible, as i couldnt go down. the first time i could but i hit reef and was pushed up again. 2nd time was bad, as i couldnt go down, then 3rd time succeeded.

the 1st time, huiling, my buddy, we were supposed to go down tgt, but i hit reef at abt 4m, so i was pushed up. everyone surfaced, except for her. we had the buddy system in case anything like that happens. if someone lost her buddy, we're supposed to surface and regroup (due to super low visibility). but she didn't appear. we used the tank banger (the pointer, a metal stick) to hit the tank to give out a sound in the water, which sound like *tink tink tink*. i tink tink tink so many times, but she didn't surface. its like everyone's worse nightmare. cos hantu's vis is so low that a few people died b4 due to inability to surface or what. and cannot see then panic. iqbal and vien went down to check on some bubbles, cos got bubbles means got diver, but its all the basic divers getting their certification. they went down and huiling came up on the far side, where she was. she thought that the tink tink tink sound meant that we were underwater. but actually not, cos sound travel in water differently. then iqbal and vien came up, and luckily, the nightmare didn happen.

getting lost underwater is common, but i had gotten lost once last time so wasn't keen on something like that happening again. but it did, cos i got lost underwater. iqbal signaled for me to avoid the seaweed, but i thought it meant "go that way". so i followed the reef of seaweed until i lost them. =.= and i have to give out the distress signal of tink tink tink again. this time everyone was up there. thus, huiling and vien (more experienced), went off on their own, and liying, iqbal and me went off on our own, cos both liying and me need looking after. i had quite a high lvl certification of rescue diver, but i still could get lost.. shame on me.

we went down again, of course, now with iqbal pulling on both of us, in case i decided to go missing again or in case liying needs help. ok, liying is an advanced diver, a rank lower than rescue, but she haven dived since 2006 march. woah.. long time right, so she needed looking after. whereas for me, i went missing, so that was adequate reason for us holding hands and diving. ahahahaha. so you can imagine, 3 divers in a row, holding hands and diving. i was the nearest to the corals on the right side, and those and steeped up. and i had a hardtime avoiding those suddenly protruding corals, but other than that i was fine. then after 30+++ mins we surfaced, and went back to the boat. we were the last to get into the water, and also the last to get on to the boat. i still had 1/3 or more of my air left, so it was a fine dive, relaxing and not anxious.

after diving we went on land, on to pulau hantu to eat brunch.. at abt 10+. its a plate of chinese fried rice with a chicken wing. we had iced tea mixed from those kind of syrup. then we sit on chairs and ate. after eating was diving, rigging up of gears slowly and digesting the lunch. when gears are rigged, we went down for the 2nd dive.

the 2nd dive we split up again, with vien and huiling going under the pier, while iqbal liying and me stay near the boat. its also relaxing, plus after the checkout dive (the first dive), we were more able to control and to not need more guidance, therefore having the time to check out the reefs to find those critters. nudis and gobies, nudis and gobies.. seahorses are likely, but rare.
surfaced and again, last to board the boat. the boat moved off while i'm still unrigging my gear. in a hurry of course, cos we are supposed to leave a bit earlier. ok then after i packed my stuff i went up to the 2nd floor, where we sit and talk until the boat is near the jetty. after we alighted, we went to bathe at the club, cos we are at the "Rupublic of Singapore Yacht Club".

i love the toilets cos its so posh hahaha. so we bathed very fast, but i had to go off early due to the NJD Sparring Tournament. had to reach by 1.30, and i left the club at 12.45. lucky for me, a cab just dropped off a lady at the club, which she, very nicely asked me if i wanted the club. thanks lady~. haha but i forgot abt my dive bag, which was in the toilet, so i had to ask the uncle to stop, and let me out to go and run and get my bag. which i throw it on the floor of the behind seats. it made a sopping mess of the uncle's floor, which i hoped he didn realise. so he drove me to NP and i alighted at the field there. ok, the tournament stuff i will add up.. by tonight midnight. hahahaha.

P.S.: we saw Rafi and Uncle Robin (our old instructors) sibei paiseh

===looks exchanged, feelings unknown, for better or worse?===

2008-11-03T15:00:00.003+08:00

eh i got blog liao lor.. hahaha anyway its NJD chalet day 2!!

NJD CHALET DAY 2!!

so we woke up at abt 10 plus... most of them was slping upstairs, but when i woke up at abt 6 sth, it was freaking cold, so i went down to the living room, and joshua was slping in the chair.. haha so i dragged a mattress (got mattress provided) and slept on it until they all woke me up. we slathered butter and peanut butter on bread to eat for breakfast and had some stuff to drink. we then went to buy more groceries (e.g. ice cream) cos we finished some stuff that day before. the ice cream we bought is BEN AND JERRY.. 2 pint of it. 1 chunky monkey, and 1 phish food.. weeee i cant wait until at nite..
we went back to the chalet to deposit the groceries, and since got some ppl coming soon, we waited for them. then Dawn came. hahaha. so after that we took our balls (volley and foot) to play in pasir ris park. we travelled there and dribbled the balls there, so we actually got some exercise!! we reached there at abt 1 plus, so we went to play at the playground. slides, swings, this ufo plate, twirling handlebars... and took a lot of pics. after that we rested at a pavilion and its about 2 something alrd. then jianyang called, cos he's coming, and asking us where are we. after that we went back to the chalet to meet him, due to his promise to buy drinks for us. he was at the chalet room alrd, so we grabbed a bottle of water each, and went into the cool shade. did i mention that the sun was freaking hot? haha anyway, then we went in to enjoy the cool fan and cold aircon. the girls are tired, so we went up to the room to slp while the guy slave down there.
at about 5, JQ woke us up, cos he said that we are dehydrated. and we are, cos we didn drink a lot after sweating lots, and by slping in an aircon room, the aircon robbed us of water. and i was sweating in my sleep. slightly of course, but enough to feel thirsty. the guys alrd prepared food for us to do hotplate, cos JQ brought a hotplate stove instead of doing barbecue. so we heated the hotplate and cooked the stuff. got eggs, guotie, hashbrown, small chicken sausage.. salmon, chicken wings, and a few more stuff. and we got our arteries clogged that nite.. and we didn spare the butter from the hotplate. Derrick and William went back home on the first nite, and came back. Mark Lim came, Joyce came, Colin came..
JQ and Marcus sent Xinyu to the MRT station at abt 8 sth, and came back with 2 snakes. they are small water/swamp snakes, not poisonous but bit JQ. he brought them up to the aircon room and held it to us. i thought they are battery operated toy snakes at first. but then they're not. but almost immediately, they went into a hibernation mode, cos snakes do hibernate. so we carried them down to the not so cold living room. and joyce screamed out of her skin when she came back from a walk with some ppl. haha. joyce is scared of everything.. so i went out to pei her, while they playing with the snakes, cos she cant go in. so we talk.
then after a while, some of them went to return the snakes to their original habitat. then we went in to eat somemore. then clean up. after that play guitar and watch tv. then some ppl left. then actually we still have some canned fruits, but no can opener. so i went all around to borrow can openers. can you believe it...? NO ONE HAVE IT!!! even those who are having barbeques or potluck. so joyce and me went to buy at the cheers at downtown east. wah fuck sia, cos their can openers are home proud brand 1, or sth like that. the very professional looking brand. and costs 7 dollars la!!! so we went back and open the cans. longan, rambutan and a bucket of nata de coco. hahaha.
so after that we prepared to have our nightly video watching. so we watched kill bill and kill bill 2. with icecream of course. but i was going to bathe and i told them that they can actually eat finish. but they keep for me... i'm so touched sia. haha. so i went up to watch kill bill. starting only, cos i bathe quite fast. haha. but the only space left was small, and if i sit up, i block ppl. so i lie on my tummy, and my legs are hanging off. its a freaking uncomfortable position, so try do it at home for 1 hr plus. but i keep shifting positions. so after all the shifting, i found a position thats more comfortable. then i fell aslp almost at the end of the show, when the female lead was trying to kill the japanese mafia queen (lucy liu). and i was slping near dawn and marcus, so the next day dawn told me that my face was near her butt, so she tried to prevent from farting into my face. hahaha.

NJD CHALET DAY 3 (LAST DAY!!)

day three was nth much at all. drank some instant campbell mushroom soup, peanut butter sandwiches and checked out. then mark lim, dawn, joyce and me got into a cab and came to the west side. and ate at the sumo house at clementi. then i took mrt home lors. hahaa.

long enough? anyway, the next 1 i'll post is probably njd movie outing and halloween and day after halloween..

2008-11-02T23:19:00.003+08:00

in order to compensate the people who are still chasing my blog.. i'll write a damn long 1!!!!!! hahaha

NP NJD chalet!!

1st day:
we had a last min chalet at costa sand resort on the weekend before sch starts.. i think we got lucky that can book, plus we got a chalet room that's near the bicycle shop.. so its very convenient. we're supposed to met up at 10, at e-hub to buy groceries. i dunno if its fate or what, but Ilyana got onto the same bus towards there, and hahaha i got someone pei me while waiting for the rest. JQ over slept, but reach at abt 11? so we went into NTUC, just the 3 of us, to rekky first. so bit by bit, ppl came, and surprisingly, Clarice cut her hair!!! look like boy la.. hahaha we bought a lot of stuff, while looking for the cheapest things that we can find, debating between oil and butter (selected butter in the end..), and bought food that are arteries-clogging, which include (magnolia gelato dark chocolate) icecream, and hashbrowns.
after that, went to the chalet to check-in, and get the key. then went into the place. after resting awhile under the fan, we put everything into the fridge and the girls, immediately ran upstairs and occupied the bedroom upstairs, cos it has aircon!! after furious talk, and lots of giggling, we decided to state to the guys that the room is only for GIRLS!!! no guys allowed. which didn stop them from coming up. then had a small pillow fight, strictly between the guys cos the girls decided to went down.. so they fought, and Amin got raped! or rather, tickled out of his skin by JQ..
After that we went to rent bicycles, but have to wait, cos the ppl having the rental they come back at abt 5, and we renting the whole nite. so chill a bit, then wait. anyway cos some ppl haven come yet. when we got our bikes, we went to cycle around pasir ris park, cos the ppl still haven come. so fun sia.. hahaha at abt 7, we went to meet Xinyu and stop at downtown east there to buy drinks. went back to costa sand there to take her bike, cos its inside the room. then we start cycling to CHANGI VILLAGE!! haha abt 35-45 mins like that, and got pass by a industrial area, and saw the loyang toa peh gong temple. keep on cycling to C.V, and eat at a indian store. i ate garlic naan haha. but their toilet stinks sia. after that, we went to old changi hospital, which is like a 3 min ride.
almost all of us went in, which means JQ, Marcus, Jimmy, Joshua, Xinyu, Ilyana, Clarice, and me. Derrick and William waited outside to feed the mosquitos and guard the bikes. if u have a imaginary mind, i think it's better to not go in, cos its spooky if u think that things will pop out at every corner. haha. for me, i'm fine. i'm so thick that i cant feel anything. we visited everywhere, and went down an area to a old abandoned military building. but there got camera, so cannot continue. but then went back to the OCH again. then there got 1 outbuilding that was burnt by a fire. then we went up to there de 2nd floor. then we found a area that is the engine room. there was a ladder up, so we climbed up one by one. it was slightly flooding in that area, but its out to open air and the night sky, so we braved the flood by stepping on a piece of wood. then we enjoyed the air and was camwhoring there. there can see a lot of towns cos its very high up. OCH is on top of a hill, and the building is about 3 stories high. so can see a lot of stuff. after that, i was the 2nd to get down the ladder, but i slipped and drenched my slippers in the dirty flood water.. and since i'm the 2nd one, i made the ladder slippery, and sprinkled dirty water on JQ, who was alrd down the ladder. haha. so after that we travelled back to the duo outside, and they're complaining about the amount of mosquitos that they fed.
after that, we went to a nearby old colonial military mansion to have a look. it has bats inside haha, but its quite nice. then xinyu wanted to go to the toilet, so we went back to changi village. then soon, we went back to the chalet alrd.
reaching the chalet, lots of ppl went to bathe. but i think i was one of the first. haha cos just reach, no one wanted to bathe, just hear joshua, amin and marcus play the guitar. joshua and amin played a lot of nice R&B songs, and its very nice. haha "fall for you","awake".. and did i say b4 that i have a soft spot for guys who can play the guitar? =D joking joking.
after that all the girls went to bathe. then when we came out, we decided to eat the ice cream while JQ is in the bath. so we dug the ice-cream, but a while only, JQ came out, and all the guys came to eat tgt. ahahaha. then we decided to go up to the room to watch this thai horror show, which is not nice.. then watch chi fong (eating air, the singaporean movie). but i fell aslp 1/4 way of the thai show. haha slpy sia.. i'll add in day 2 tml!!

2008-09-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

http://www.imeem.com/fyeroxyoursox91/video/vBunG_fB/uverworld_gekidou_music_video/

gekidou video, quite nice i think. the lyrics quite interesting.. feels very human.. dunno how to explain

2008-09-18T00:28:00.004+08:00

eh good things to occupy ur attentions!!

watch library war anime
watch natsume yuujinchou anime
read rosario+vampire manga
watch shion no oh anime
read pride and prejudiced book and watch the bbc tv series
have a disney movies rewatch
reread harry potter
get injured and leave a crack in ur bone
wait at the polyclinic for a total of 7 hrs
work as a lifeguard
eat mcdonalds
slp on a sofa or during work

2008-09-11T01:42:00.002+08:00

i just devoured a mooncake by myself..

SCARY~~

ahaha too hungry

tml i actually got sth on at night.. dunno wanna go njd a not.. if going, only go for i think abt 1 hr?

P.S.: i passed my standard first aid alrd =D
P.S.S.: i forgot to go my basic theory test

2008-08-23T00:53:00.002+08:00

Yay!! exams are FINALLY over!! now i got nothing to do for the hols, and i think i might not be getting a job. maybe just rotting at home everyday.

JUN!! u promised to come my hse de arh... what u wan for ur bday!?!?! u still nv tell me. and how abt XM's bday sia? buying him sth?

ehhhs i think arh.. i need to find a bf.. too bored le ahahah *roll eyeballs* shit lor, its hols and got no one pei(2) me... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh~~ (argh~). how how how?!?! i think i going to reread every harry potter book then going to rewatch all my anime episodes!! =.=

and by watching anime + my comics, i'm labelled "NO LIFE" by the famous intellecture bimbo, MS Kryshelle. sians. and i 18 le, i wan go chiong.

LIYING, if u see this post, lets go chiong ASAP!! ahahaha..

bleahs now u see me.. so sians until i crapping all alone =(

NJD training starting again, so will have something to occupy me.. but recently all i do is eat eat eat, slp slp slp. hahaa so lazy now larh..

my calender for this mth:

25th - Basic Theory Test; 1250-1340
30th - NJD Photoshoot; Morning
and i have to go take basic first aid from somewhere or else i cannot certify for my rescue diver

Bdays!!

Xueming - 29th
Shujun - 31st

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D

2008-05-28T15:05:00.003+08:00

i think i should set myself a resolution.. to blog my blog once every mth. but u know? if its blog every month, too much info.

JUN!! rmb arh, save a day for me during hols. rmb ah rmb ah~~
choose between 10, 16, 18-22th jun.

sorry for anyone who come and visit my blog. i know its super~~~~ disappointing to u all. hehhe but i damn busy now.

the NJD camp is coming! because of it, i'm having a lot of nights that i'm slping late.. dark circles under my eyes le. but i'm super anticipating it!

2008-04-24T16:08:00.002+08:00

last saturday, ninjado club has a BBQ at derrick's hse, at toa payoh. i didn meet them then walk to derrick's hse, cos i was at ADEX. this yr's ADEX is boring because of the number of stalls they have. its too little. i think i wasted my time, though i bought a dive junkie t-shirt. my t-shirt is damn funny, but i dun have my pics. met up with azlin and liying. they said that ah, they had to pay when they enter the hall, but i nv pay.. maybe juz nice the security guard uncle went to the toilet. also met up with vien and darren for a while.

the BBQ is ok la, quite fun, but i think we shot our president, marcus, into just holes. made a lot of jokes about it, especially abt the "ruth" thingy (groinless). derrick's real mum (his fake mum is xiang xiang) is very hospitable. she took butter, potato salad and coleslaw down, and a lot others lor.. so nice! cos i dun like to eat coleslaw, i didn't eat, but they said that it's super nice! the potato salad is more like.. egg salad+potato. haha but anyway, we had a fun time. lols

the monday training was fun too.. all the freshies!! wahaha. <3 most of them =D

2008-04-21T15:49:00.002+08:00

sometimes i hate who just dun look at their own project and critise other ppl's project.

that is called, "THE POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK"

BAH!

2008-04-19T11:54:00.002+08:00

ok, i haven been blogging for nearly a mth le, and within this mth, jun has been at least persuading me to blog like 500+++ times. hai hai, i'll do it now!

ytd nite, i went night cycling with ninjado pple~ jinquan, derrick, xiang xiang, marcus, chris and me! 6 of us started cycling at.. maybe 8? and went to the food centre at east coast to eat. i ate century egg porridge, small small bowl only lol. after that, we went back to jinquan's truck to move to another location.

at about 10.30, we reached seletar camp! take down our bikes, and started cycling for my life =x joking la, but we cycled around east camp. cycle until the singapore youth flying club then took a few pics. with planes behind us (or with derrick and chris sitting on the plane), and after that, we continued on our journey... still in the same area, and cycling all the way deep into seletar, we saw the singapore technological aerospace (or something like that, government de). then we saw a lot of bikers, and "sportcars". actually those cars/bikes race along a stretch of road along upper seletar reservoir, of what i realised "no wonder there are so many cars at midnight".

of course, then we cycled back to the truck, whereby on the trip back, my legs and butt failed me. ah thanks to derrick that i managed to cycle back to the truck lol. by teaching me how to really use the gears. which made the job a lot easier for my legs.

we then got on to the truck and travelled to bedok simpang to eat prata. not bad lah haha and not very ex. their western cheese fries costs 3.50 and i was sharing with marcus. i thought how small would the portion be, because stupid chris ordered a whole plate to himself (and a roti john). when it came, the portion is HUGE. it is actually chunky fries + mayo and cheese. i ate a piece of mushroom and cheese prata, and occasionally piercing the fries 1 by 1. by the time i finished my prata and the shared fries, i'm super full. and i ordered another teh aria (ginger tea). i accidently elbowed my cup, and it almost dropped into derrick's lap. and "piak" and it broke, and for me, chaos followed (in my mind). i kept looking down at the broken cup and the teh aria which i only sipped at. =( after we eat finish, it started to drizzle. and we ran to the truck. the guys are like soaking wet and derrick was sick.

jinquan drove the truck as fast as he can, and suddenly the rain increased to monsterous, whereby then he stopped at the petrol station, and since its near ECP alrd, so he decided to chiong to ECP, and actually derrick was left behind at the petrol station accidentally. so JQ went back for him. the rest of us stayed at the island resort and hid from the rain.

ok the rest of the story is that when the rain stopped, we went to the truck and send the sick ppl home, and they send me home too. thanks jinquan and chris. btw, if u noticed that marcus was missing from the rest of the story, that's because he ran back home from bedok simpang, where we had our prata.

2008-03-23T18:03:00.002+08:00

ytd, i went to a wedding... u know, then have to help my dad to pack the hongbao.. then i wasn't free.. i was putting on my cosmetics.. then i asked my didi to help me to pack the hongbao. then hor this is our conversation:

"my writing so ugly, dun wan lah"

" mine too, so just because my handwriting ugly then dun have to pack the hongbao alrd la?"

"i dunno how to write papa's name"

"then check the dictionary lah"

"wah lao, all the sai kang all i do 1 lor"

"tmd, i nv complain u complain. u never even packed a hongbao b4 lor"

"i dunno how to mah. then why u shouting and shouting?"

and i really want to say " FUCK U LAH" but i didn and was so angry the whole day.

now i say, FUCK U LAH... just because u're the youngest and the only guy, dun think u can get away with anything lor. i ah, not as idiotic and u are, but u get away with anything from papa and mama lor. just cry and get away with anything. this yr N lvl liao, still not working hard. u cfm fail de lor. N lvl need at least 10 points and below for 3 subjects lor. u who while practicing 1 compre paper take 2 hrs ++. go and die la.

BAH~

2008-03-02T13:38:00.002+08:00

hehe damn long nv post blog alrd... now its alrd 2nd of march le..

i also got nothing to say, cos whole day also rotting at home... but found a job alrd lors.. job at daiso, $5.50 per hr, and starting tomorrow.. therefore today will be the last day whereby i rot at home.... that daiso job is at IMM, from 10-6pm. *yawns* today must sleep early le.. ****

am watching anime, shion no oh... its some sort about shougi de lor. i also dunno how to play... check wikipedia!!!

boring~~~ zzz~~~ sleepy~~

2008-02-23T21:12:00.006+08:00

yay exams are over~~~ ok lets see huh, as long as i dun fail =x its alright le. hmm MUST not fail EM2 thou, or else.... lol eliminated -.-

now i'm watching saiunkoku monogatari season 2, and perpetually waiting for d'gray-man to show... ahhh time is long..

also, have to find jobs.. =(

1 very true thing about finding job is that hor, must find a high pay job even if they work u to death, provided that they give OT pay =x

hmm my hse there ah, got getai... so fan... haha cos damn loud and can see ppl prancing around on the stage...

eh i must thank jun cos she transferred me saiunkoku season 1, + sweeney todd, and i am legend... i missed out on all of the movies.. AHH I TOTALLY NO LIFE haha =x

also, ytd we got pressies for weibin and ruiyin... haha that reminds me, i have to go wrap the pressie muahahaha.... HELL FOR BOTH OF U BAH... maybe unwrapping the pressie takes u 15 mins if u're lucky.. if you're not lucky, maybe u'll take a year.... muahahaha and now, i am going to divulge .... everything.................... =x

wahaha i wouldn't say until i see u 2.

eh jun, we must go watch movie arh... diving bell!!

eh ruiyin, rmb our "date" =x

eh weibin, HAPPY BDAY =D

ok btw, my fav animes are now:

d'gray-man
ghost hunt
saiunkoku monogatari

as above

P.S.: edit... i forgot abt kekkaishi la, ouran high sch host club and lots more. therefore, there is no super favs. hahaha somehow dunno how to rank. all of them are great =D

2008-02-05T16:40:00.000+08:00

got this irritating f***er who some sort "flamed" my chatbox.
its only 1 comment though, and its stupid.

AT LEAST I GOT CHARACTER!

not like some idiot who can't spell.
and flamer.
and stupid.
and no manners.
and rude.
and a super big failure in life.
a big insult to humans.

but whoever who don't knows,he is the guy who posted on 4th feb, and calls himself anoymous. btw, his anoymous is spelled wrongly.
its a-n-o-n-y-m-o-u-s .

.......idiot

2008-02-04T13:47:00.000+08:00

last friday, 1st feb, i got forced to do very embarrassing actions... actually is because i lost in cards. u know the pick any card then put on ur forehead 1? then i lost a lot of times lor.

hmm got forced to blog abt this too lol by sam.

i look like an idiot. got forced to take picture with this guy at the other table.
i'm so ugly!!! mei you lian jian ren le hahaha

this is sam/samantha.

haha got 1 dare that i have to go and clap my hand very loudly behind some guy, then say that "oops i saw a mosquito". damn embarrassing

another 1 is that i have to tell someone my name, and shake hand with him.

luckily they are someone i know =x

2008-01-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

i am stupid today, or rather ytd, since its now 12.14..
i squirted (using 2 pipette) conc nitric acid over my left hand. lol f***, it felt very hot and causes stinging sensation lol. i thought it is alcohol, cos we have to wash out test tubes using alcohol after using them, cos its cleaner (the alcohol is supposedly on the right side of the fume hood, and some idiot moved it). after i realise its acid, i faster went to the nearest sink to wash my hand, and exclaiming that i'm stupid lol. the teacher ask me to put dishwasher liquid on my left hand. saying acid is acidic and soap is alkaline. well, yeah its correct. now my hand is alright le. the slightly swollen parts swelled down. haha. but while i don't have soap/dishwasher liquid on my hand, the stinging sensation is painful. =D well at least i nv scream or cry or whatever =D i'm calm throughout my "ordeal".

I HEREBY REALISE, I'M STUPID.

this is probably the only time i'm exclaiming that i'm stupid, so laugh while u all can ahaha. i give u all permission to laugh at me.

2008-01-20T03:34:00.000+08:00

not quite long ago, i found some pictures =D those pics are from sec sch...

quite a few from NDP 2003.. got 1 of gina, 1 of shiquan, a few of jun, 1 of yenling, a few with ruiyin. haha. i miss NDP 2003.. time passes really fast though... its alrd 2008, and those people, i have alrd known them for 5 yrs!!! i really miss the time. when i was still young, ugly and innocent! =x haha

throughout all my years rite, i miss 2002, 2003, 2005 and 2006's special days/nites...

2002 is when i was with 6C (the 2002 SeXy class). no particular days, but the people in 6C are nice, regardless whether when i'm crying or not.

2003 is NDP. we did the 3rd dance.. =D rmb the soggy KFC burgers, the stars, the rehearsal whereby it had rained, the water drum. dah dah dah dah bom. lol.

2005 is sports day, whereby 3/3 won 2nd place in pushball. PUSH!!! in the end we lost to 3/7. haha. they're strong. surprisingly, really, that 3/3 got 2nd place. i rmb that the push match between 3/2 and 3/6... oh man, they were strong!

2006 is of cos, prom nite... ok i sucks. 1 thing i regret during prom nite is that i nv take much pictures of myself... ok now i shall learn how to zilian. =D

Check out "Shounen Onmyouji"--> Shao Nian Yin Yang Shi --> Young Diviner or sth like that

Poem~ If you didn't.

Don't think about me, if you didn't
Don't like me, if you didn't
Don't ask about me, if you didn't
Don't regret, if you didn't

2008-01-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

hmm i now have a few anime i wanna watch... but its true that i shldn't watch that much lol. exams are near and i haven study for OBC!!!! among all my 4 (or 6 subjects including IS), the most worrisome is my OBC.. and of cos, my maths.

i believed that my OBC teacher is gay,but today he told us that he got a daughter.... to cover up his gay part? dun like him =x intials K.P. kaopei lol

wanna watch

shinigami no ballad
prince of tennis national championship.. watch till 18 only, cos they only out at 18
holic xxx from episode 5 onwards
nightmare detective ( a jap thriller/horror movie) only watched 1st part
finish monster??
night wizard, after they finish producing
anything and everything i can find

lately, i love the song "bleeding love by leona lewis", "earthquake by the used","its not over by secondhand serenade", "pure shores by all saints", "secret valentine by we the kings", "tattoo by jordin sparks", "apologise by timbaland presents one republic".

all is nice =D

my new year resolution: play more, eat more, slp more hahah =x

2008-01-08T10:28:00.001+08:00

yo very long nv post alrd rite? haha i know i know... lets say about what happened lately bah,.....

this week i have been very absentminded and blur, and been dropping things lol.
damn jialat lorh haha.

lost 1 side of my earpiece rubber. the round round thing that holds the earphone inside ur ear (inner ear earphone).

HUNGRY NOW!! i'm having EDCA (engineering drawing and computer application) now lol and very "guang ming zhen da" blogging, watching jap shows at crunchyroll... and sleeping. i slept until i'm numb, but still tired lol.
EDCA's not gonna end early today. heng this module is only 3 credits.... or i'll be doing such things everytime got this module. teacher very nice to me, dun care abt me lol. he's a nice teacher haha. eccentric sense of humor. pple ask him type what, he says mid... then the student ask, "m-i-d?", he says no, its "m-e-e-t"... lol quite funny

later going out with liying, for dinner, but i realised that i didn bring enough money to eat in sch and eat out later... so i am thinking of going home, maybe eat at home then come back to school. must come back ah!!!! go home liao wont wan to come back to sch... zzz..

today liying go dentist... thats why she wanna ask me go eat... shunbian spend the discount voucher... lols

ytd arh, i was on the bus, reading storybook on 184, on the way to bukit panjang plaza. i didn notice this "pregnant" lady who's standing near me. so when i notice, i stood up and stood near the front exit. so i thought she will go sit... then she didn sit... no one's grabbing the seat from her... its just that she didn want to sit. damn u!!! then i started wondering, maybe she's not pregnant, maybe she just have a big tummy. lol.

i have just wondered, why do pple talk behind pple's back?!?! if u got something to say, speak infront of me..

may lost her wallet. she dropped it on the bus. haha so suay.
gtg, class is ending..

2007-12-14T12:30:00.000+08:00

Listen to the voice within................

2007-12-13T14:50:00.000+08:00

today i just discovered that maybe i didn't change at all.. i still like crying as much as ever. haha
watching this jap drama, "在世界中心呼喊爱", i cried like nobody's business. always as emotional as ever. but its really a touching drama. and this is the first time i ever watched a drama and cried thru EVERY episode.. i just watched episode 4, and cried. and cried. and cried.
thats why i deduced that i didn change at all. maybe not even a little bit. maybe i just couldn't handle, or control my tears (or my tear glands) well enough.

i quite tired of being the one that needs help.
and of cos, i would like to be the one that's giving help.
but maybe i just couldn't handle it.
maybe i will just cry along..

this has been a sad day.... although CT is over.

for just this day, i wonder why i'm not born a guy. maybe its because i cry so much bah. i wish that i can control, put on a poker face and never cry again..
as what my blog song's name was, "big girls dont cry".
dont ever wish that i will cry again.......................

2007-12-11T19:02:00.000+08:00

lol walking in the rain is nice. although might get sick in the rain lol. but its still nice.
monsoon season is so bad this yr. i mean, heavy rain every 2 days are ok... heavy rain everyday is abnormal.

hope i can hang on until CTs are over.
tml still got ICBE zzz.
and tml tml still got OBC zz.
today nv study much

*hungry* i wan food!

i wanna watch movie! lol. very random bah.

2007-12-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

IMPT NEWS NO.1

i studied today. lol surprising? i think so too.
actually dunno if its considered studying.
i finished maths tutorial 3 today. hahaha.

didn't manage to study ICBE though.

IMPT NEWS NO.2

i just discovered that my oakley sunglass's, one of the lens dropped out...... zzzz.... ='(
gonna have to go to fix it. heng still got warranty.
but have to go down to tanjong pagar there...
and now CT period. have to go after CT lor.........

IMPT NEWS NO.3

ruiyin intro de "code geass ; lelouch of the rebellion" is not bad.
more like gundam and deathnote combined tgt.

IMPT NEWS NO.4

eh wait... dont have anymore news le. =D cyas~

2007-12-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

i set down my resolution, although new year's not here yet

Saturday study Maths and ICBE

Sunday study OBC

Monday study Maths and ICBE ---> study with liying

Tuesday study OBC and ICBE ---> Maths CT

Weds study OBC ---> ICBE CT

Thurs end! ---> OBC CT

By setting such a tough week for me, its makes me want to really follow it, though i think i'll procrastinate. hahaha.

dont flirt with me unless u mean it

2007-12-06T16:30:00.000+08:00

common test is coming!! omg omg omg haha.
so scared of OBC, scared that will fail. haha maths too.

i know i very long nv blog le lah. i think also got nobody come and continue to read my blog lolz.
bored. everytime during OBC lessons, i sleep. haha.
damn lor, i slept today too!

WHO WANS TO BEN-KYOU WITH ME? study study study......

2007-11-21T20:27:00.000+08:00

hehhe i very long nv blog alrd rite?? just suddenly felt like blogging.

currently watching an anime called "yamato nadeshiko shichi henge", abt these 4 guys who is asked to turn a girl into a lady.. but this girl, she's the most unlikely to turn into lady! haha this anime very funny =D

hmm actually i went to thailand for 5 days, starting from last thurs till this mon. bangkok is fun!! went with my siblings, and its so nice to run ard with them =D for 5 days, we been shopping, shopping, shopping.......................
we stayed in grand diamond hotel, in thailand pronounced as "grand dai-mond hotel". and grand diamond hotel is right next to this shopping centre called Platinium. very big, haha therefore we spent quite a lot of time there. (and money)

we went to suan lam night market to shop, then since suan lam is so BIG, we shopped until our leg pain.... therefore we went for a foot massage! costs 250 Baht each =D its not bad de lor. hahaha. the thai food there is good! nice nice~

went to mam bom kok "MBK" (sounds like it, but spelling may not be correct), and its also very big.. actually nth much there, but they have the "tu chan", local products sold there. its like a very normal shopping centre..

went to chakuchat, a weekend market. it only opens during the weekend and there's always a lot of ppl there. bought a lot of stuff there lah, and we bought the "mini custard puff". its nice lah.. hahaha.

ok lah, actually nth to add le. =)

2007-10-09T15:59:00.000+08:00

anyway, u all like my blog song? its very oldschool hahaha but nice =D

time to intro anime!

ruiyin that time intro-ed me "Claymore" and its first season finished not long ago. 26 episodes. Claymore is cool. check it out at "crunchyroll.com"
just found this not-too-new anime. older that Claymore. its called "Kekkaishi", in chinese called jie(2) jie(4) shi(1) (like put wards de ppl). its great! i also dunno until which episode, cos i till now, i only saw abt 6 episodes. check it out at "crunchyroll.com"
i finished an anime called "Deeper Samurai Kyo" quite long ago. chionged finish it. its alright lah but its not terribly funny or what. haha. dunno crunchyroll have it a not, cos i have the files.
still haven finished "Monster". zzz. just cant seem to finish it. and storyline is slow. but it is quite interesting la~

thats probably all =)

2007-10-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

hi peeps! i know i haven been blogging these few weeks.. cos from 8th sept - 21 sept, i was overseas with NP. its a program called YEP, which means Youth Expedition Project. it is actually going to the village where they requested for our help. i went to Sabah with no people i know, except for Jasmine (who's Jieying's friend).
actually till now, i dunno what i went there for in the first place. to work or to play? cos the program consists of a lot of R&R, and comparatively to another Sabah team, we have much more play than work.
cant say that we didn't help, but we only stayed in the village for about 8 days. and the rest of the days, we went to play. white water rafting, snorkelling, trekking, visit to tea plantation, visit to hot springs.... a lot right??
ok lah... met a lot of ppl during the trip. from CBE pple to ECE pple to ECH pple... all have known them. lets just say... i learnt a lot during the trip. discovered a side of me that had generated despair/helplessness during some events.
special thanks to Charlane (ECH Yr 3) for being a good friend and a great leader.
i'll always rmb Sabah '07.

PS. : i lost my phone. gotta get a new SIM card. zzz sians.

After i came back, i rested at home for a few days, since i came back on a friday and there wasn't any ccas that needed immediate attention.
monday i went to take ninjado grading. actually i didn't know it was grading day until i went. so then my instructor told me that it was grading. i think i managed to pass, but barely cos i didn practise much during my overseas trip. the overseas trip had also clashed with the ninjado camp. so i also didn go for the ninjado camp.

tuesday went to office with my sisters. to slack, to play. my eldest sister spilt some keropok on the carpet. then she started to holler at my 2nd sister and me. saying that we nv screw on the container cap. well I didn screw it on, but she was the one who dropped the container on the floor. lol so my 2nd sis have to take the vacumm cleaner from somewhere. the vacumm cleaner was red, then it was dirty cos of white dust on the vacumm cleaner. we plugged in the vacumm cleaner, then switched it on. then suddenly the vacumm cleaner's exhaust got this HUGE cloud of white coloured dust. lol all of us shocked. damned funny lah~~~ hahahahhaaha

weds went to GLs training. grp 2's games are not bad.. haha my grp members are.... shandy, rui ning, jenny, morgan, cheney and whats-his-name. seriously i dunno, cos that time while we're introducing ourselves rite... i didn hear his name properly. anyway i dont think they rmb my name too! =D the games quite innovative lah. i wonder what they will think about grp 5 games!

thursday went out with liying to JP. ate billy bombers. now have a $15 voucher =) who wanna eat with me??? lol. u treat me then i give u the voucher. haha.

friday went to...? *thinking hard* oh~ went to school to meet the grp 5 members to discuss the games. then i went to the bank to withdraw some money. broke lor.. have to redraw money to buy contact lens. =x

saturday went to West Coast Park to play with the kids from TOUCH community services. organised by NP YEP as their post trip program. shld be quite long before i see them (Sabah YEP team '07 / Project_28) again. sad.

that shld be all. i'm just plain lazy. but will update soon~

2007-08-27T19:12:00.000+08:00

hehhe let me update my recent days....

hmm lets start with:

friday, 24/08/07

started working as a lifeguard
at HTA (home team academy), which is at old cck road.
working from 7am-6pm.
$6/hr

ashamed to say... haha i slept on my job on the first day.
not used to the timing bah.
my job is the "stare" at the people who are swimming in the pool.
regardless of hunks or not hunks.
and preventing them from drowning.. although no incident happened yet

my partner is Mr Wong. dunno his name.
44 yrs old, married, with a kid
been on the job for 1½ yrs. full-timer.

actually being a lifeguard is Boring. because HTA is a police academy, there are swimming lessons for the cadets, recruits & officers.
i found out that actually MOST or ALL the malay guys (and there is plenty of them) there, they do not know how to swim. i believe its due to the lack of malay swimming teachers. LOL.
when there's lessons, we gotta stare at them. when there's no lessons, we slack in the office. from reading books to listening to the radio, to going to swim in the pool. when the officers there wanna swim, we watch them. but they will not inform us that they wanna swim. we must be on the alert for the sound the wind chimes produce (there are wind chimes on the door of the pool)

all in all, its boring.
but its easy money.

saturday, 25/08/07

went out with yingli. to bugis. shopping.

there's actually nothing to talk about... except that yingli bought a pair of shorts and a shirt. haha.

sunday, 26/08/07

went out with my dad to eat breakfast.
went to army market with ninjado ppl.
bought the poncho, groundsheets, rope.
walked to bugis (2nd time to bugis in 2 days) with dawn.
saw my sister with her bf.
walked to bugis street to find ninjado ppl. (cos they left a bit earlier)
shopping but didn buy anything.
dawn took a bus home..
left zhang pin, chinhao, ivan and me.
they wanted to walk to esplanade to find this shop which sells taekwondo stuff.
so therefore we walked.
but the shop isn't at esplanade.
its at marina square.
so we found the shop.
and zhang pin bought a sparring "jacket"
then we actually went home.
zhang pin and chinhao live at bukit batok and ivan lives near the school.

monday, 27/08/07

worked again. nothing to say. haha. didn't slp today. big achievement!
credited to the kopi i drank at 8.30 =D

2007-08-15T16:18:00.000+08:00

this song is called "aimer"

this song is called "par amour"

both songs come from a french musical of "romeo and juliet".
its pretty nice. although wont understand the lyrics.

2007-08-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

I been tagged by yingli. AGAIN. zzz.

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:

ONE- a suunto dive com
TWO- dive trip for a MONTH to perhaps... sipadan, bali, thailand also alright
THREE- pass my exams and all the stupid things
FOUR- 1 thousand dollar notes to fill up... i not so greedy la... fill up the dog kennel =D
FIVE- have an animal sanctuary

Answer the following questions.
1.(the person who tag you is ...) YINGLI
2.(your relationship with him/her is ...) friend/sec schmate/campmate/faculty mate...
3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..) 1.small 2.screams loudly 3.fall down stairs and laugh 4. hyper sot 5. like to wear skirt and pumps
4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you) eh i dunno leh. a lot of things bah
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you) neh neh pok lah
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..) les with her??
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be) be a better lover~ hahaha
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...) screaming match!
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...) she very li hai at screaming
10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...) desirable? i dunno.
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...) taurian!! same same. sama sama.
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?) i dunno. i'm not that good after all.
13.(the character you love of yourself are ...) stubborn bah.
14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...) i say some stupid thing sometimes.
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...) me? i dunno.
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..) muackiesssssss love ya~
17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you) *i pass to ppl but they dont have to have a blog or chain this quiz*
1. shujun
2. yingli
3. renjun
4. liying
5. vivien
6. jieying
7. xiaoli
8. jevon
9. yekai
10. ruiyin

18.(who is no.6 having relationship with?) eh... no bfs now. wanna jio her?
19.(Is no.9 a male or female?) he is very metro
20.(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) nope. weird.
21.(How about no.8 and 5?) eh.. not possible bah. they dont suit each other
22.(What is no.2 studying about?) MBIO
23.(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) today?
24.(What kind of music band does no.8 like?) i know he likes a lot. esp jap songs.
25.(Does no.1 has any siblings?) yup. 1 elder bro and 1 younger sis
26.(Will you woo no.3?) haha not possible la. he's just my very very very good grp mate!
27.(How about no.7?) xiaoli is very very very NICE! but she's not lesbian =D
27.(Is no.4 single?) nope nope nope.
28.(What's the surname of no.5?) Chua.
29.(What's the hobby of no.4?) badminton, stare at ppl's teeth...
30.(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) lol. dunno. 9 is younger than 5?
31.(Where is no.2 studying at?) LSCT =D
32.(Talk something casually about no.1) bestie in sec sch!
27.(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?) never siah... NEVER!
33.(Where does no.9 live at?) my hse? he's my didi.
34.(What color does no.4 like?) black. white.
35.(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) hmm. know each other by sight, i think...
36.(Does no.7 likes no.2?) hmm i dunno if they know each other.
37.(How do you get to know no.2?) CSS
38.(Does no.1 have any pets?) nope.. unless u say no.1's pet is her Mac.
39.(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) she's cute in her way!

2007-08-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

weds went to jurong complex for the CSS national celebrations.
surprising and yet not very surprised, i was the first there. and i sort of lived the furthest away.
SHUJUN AND YINGLI. they came LATE!

that day i think i VERY suay

vilau talked to me.
one of my most hated teacher and some other ppl ask me to help them take photo
missed my bio practical

but what i liked most abt that day... actually not in order bah.

tennis balloon
VIP parents seat
Yi Ci, my junior! he became thinner! so cute. my fav junior!!

lalalalala...~

2007-08-02T18:56:00.000+08:00

I been tagged by yingli to do this. PLS read the rules first.
Each person who is tagged needs to list down in their blogs about 6 weird peeves of theirs, and also repost the rules again. Then tag 6 people. *dont copy this... i edited this rules a bit, just cut short.*

1) i like to arrange stuff in correct order according to number. e.g comic books.
2) i dont like to arrange FILES (specifically, homework files), in reference to the 1st peeve/habit
3) i speak too loud
4) i have a habit of rewatching NICE anime
5) i like to wear cotton shorts at home, and till they're full of SMALL holes, not big holes
6) i say things that i dont mean to (which means saying before not thinking)

i wan these people to repost this!! lets choose who haven done it.....

1) liying
2) ruiyin
3) jieying
4) xiaoli
5) eileen
6) mark

2007-07-28T11:35:00.000+08:00

hey peeps, my phone is spoilt. i cant read my smses. so if u all wanna contact me, pls call me.

2007-07-23T10:10:00.000+08:00

i read finish HARRY POTTER le! haha =D
actually not bad lah.
not gonna be spoiler =)

2007-07-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

sometimes i dont care at all, at whatever that happens, at whatever that will happen.
i know i should care more, but i now know that... not caring are sometimes nice too.

today i discovered more about my classmates. bryan, wilson and uzzy (uzi).

ytd someone said to me something. thanks. i will keep it in mind.

mood : lonely..

2007-07-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

ok so i got into GLs. the GLs sent to wrong email add. haha *roll eyes*
tml dont have IS ^^ yay..! but still gotta go GLs.
need to take passport photo b4 going meeting.

YEP is in sept, abt 10th-24th.
^^ shld be fun bah. a lot CBE yr 2s. i may be the only freshie.
die. =)

2007-07-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

school again! *exclamation mark not because of happiness*
so sian. haiz.
tml, i would have been in NP for like 3 months.
quite used to it alrd, but then sometimes still will have the unsurreal feeling.
whatever that may happen..,
i gonna cope!
gonna go down the road determinedly.

P.S : to hongxiang, cos u may not see my tag =)
a full-time soldier now, but then years will pass by quickly, then u wont be a soldier anymore. (at least not a full-time de) so after these while, u can live a peaceful life le lor. =D dont be a pessimist ok?

P.S.S : harry potter book 7 is out on saturday =) less than a week.

P.S.S.S : haven watched the harry potter movie

P.S.S.S.S : this is my 100th post. (just something to think about)